Through the years of reading and writing, listening, and meditating, and channeling hours of information, we hear the words “Your Higher Self Needs to be Integrated Fully within the Physical Body to accept your I AM Presence.”
As a student and teacher of Ascension for about 20 years, I truly thought I understood this process but yet I knew deeply within me that there was more to the whole existence of our Higher Selves within the Physical. I studied deeply and worked diligently with meditations, ascension work, and lots of healing on many levels to fully release debris that was running through my Being for eons of time. Several years ago I knew I had integrated my higher self within my chakra system and thought that was it. I had fully activated my I AM Presence and I was integrated with the Cosmic Great Central Sun energies of Divine Mother and Father God. That activation took me two years to get used to creating within me. I became very ungrounded for several years and it took quite a bit of work to stay within this 3D world.
I was guided to arrive in Mt. Shasta in the late summer days and felt my life would change drastically. Of course, I did not realize the extent that it would do so. I was in the land of Magic and Magic is what I have been about for a very long time. I felt at peace and at One with myself. So I thought….
My friend, Mike, arrived and stayed for three weeks. He decided he wanted to come back as we had a partnership to work on together. When Lord Adama told me that we would be working together, I had no idea what was in store for me personally. It has been a dream come true for Meleriessee. Christine needed to make room for her and it was not so easy to do.
While Mike was here for five weeks, the intensity of our moments cannot be explained in words. One would have to actually experience them for themselves as I believe it is very personal. For me, as I have shared in the previous blogs, I truly embraced all elements that were shown to me.
I have learned to trust myself, to release the blockages that kept me stuck, to love myself deeply as a Goddess and a woman in sensuality and sexuality, to be freer with my speech in love and compassion, to speak up clearly when something needs to be said even if it is the most vulnerable moment in your life, to fully trust another, and last but not least, to SURRENDER IT ALL. As a woman who has been very independent and on her own for 20 years, surrendering all of these elements is scary to say the least. I have had many moments of tears and not knowing where I was going. I went on the advice of all the Lady Masters and Ascended Master Beings who shared with me and Mike what we needed to do. In order to have the full reflection of our highest essence, there cannot be anything that stops it from being so in any moment. What do you receive in return? COMPLETE BLISS WITHIN….The Masters of the Ages have talked about it for centuries. Being At One with God and feeling that peace within completely and without reservation.
As a human in the third dimensional Western World, this is not always easy. As one who has studied and learned deeply through self expression and listening to others, I have aspired to greatness within me. I thank Dr. Joshua David Stone immensely because without his work, I would not be writing at this time about these moments. I deeply delved into all of it.
So when it was time for me to fully surrender onto the Lady Masters and my new male partner, I knew within myself that it was my only choice. My pathway has always been the High Road. I will not accept anything else and it reflects my relationships completely. Many have come and gone in my life but I am deeply assured within myself that I am now reaping the rewards that are way overdue in my life.
When it was time for Mike to leave for the holidays, I was beside myself. I knew I had chosen to be inMt.Shastabut we spent 24 hours a day together doing this work and I fully surrendering everything onto him. I became scared and when I do this, I want to isolate. I wanted to run so bad so I would not have to face anything. One such night I felt these feelings before he was leaving. It was not about him, but me. If I surrendered all to him and something happened that I would have to take care of personally, how would I be. Would my male essence completely take over again? They came flooding out of me ~ I wanted to die, to leave the Earth, and to be in Spirit. These are all words I have felt so many times over and over again in my transformation of many years. I knew that I was l literally dying. I have to thank Mike for his compassion because without it, I would not have done as well through the process. In a flicker of a moment I heard, Christine say, “Goodbye, Meleriessee, I am leaving. It is time.” I felt the old self leave the body and fully allowing Meleriessee to take residence in the lower legs. No longer was she just in the chakras but fully in my Earth Star. It was an amazing moment for of exhilaration but yet, sadness. Christine endured so much and the pain she had needed to leave ~ so there she went.
I was given a lesson in awareness of being alone. I had an emergency where I almost had a flat tire 60 miles away fromMt.Shastaafter driving on a mountain highway. I was protected and that tire could have blown on the road. But it did not. And, I found a tire shop to have it replaced. I did not struggle with the issue or panic as I have done in the past. I knew that my surrendering the male essence then put me in a balanced state. It truly was a great gift I received from Spirit.
The Lady Masters allowed this to be so for me. I know could fully embody my Highest Essence in the totality of my physical existence. But now I needed to fully integrate it all and allow it to be grounded.
There is aBuddhistTempleinMt.Shastaknown as the Shasta Abbey. I felt a deep pull to attend their Christmas Eve ceremony which would be different in which Quan Yin was directing me deeply. The night before I chose to go to Stewart Mineral Springs and do their mineral baths of soaking in the bath, with a sauna, and a quick rinse (usually in the creek but it was frozen, thank heavens). The bath segment really released the rest of the toxins in my cellular level that allowed me to fully clear the extra debris within those levels. I was greatly affected by the baths.
On Christmas Eve I went to the Abbey and was met by one of the monks at the gate. The complex was huge (13 acres) as she guided me to the Ceremonial Hall. I definitely felt like I was experiencing one of my excursions to the Golden Cities in our New Earth Circle of Light calls. She showed me a shrine of where the woman who started the Abbey was buried. I walked around it and felt her essence come to me.
The ceremony itself was very strict with the monks coming into the hall singing. Members of the congregation read scripts which represented Enlightenment. Everything that was recited really resonated with all I have gone through my entire life with judgments, karma, and rebirth. I felt the essence of Lord Buddha strongly as I looked at a beautiful shrine on the altar which was all lit in gold and about 15 feet in diameter. Quan Yin was very prevalent as I was remembering a lifetime I had experienced with her essence. There were moments of tears which were not sadness but truly acceptance. It was exactly were I needed to be on this day.
Christmas morning I had scheduled a teleconference with some of the individuals on our calls and Mike saved the day. He called in, thank heavens, as I was still running around the Inner plane for another 30 minutes. That was divinely orchestrated also as he had the chance to channel some energies for everyone. After the call, I went out to take a walk. I had breakfast first and a very interesting encounter with a very special being of Light. A gentleman with blondish hair and a cap on sat in front of me expressly intending to talk with me the entire time. The conversation was all about metaphysics and his energy was quite intense. He had beautiful blue eyes and I was thinking, “Okay is this a Light Being, a Master, or just a regular guy inMt.Shasta.” He shared many elements about intergalactics, Telos, Adama, other dimensions as the list went on and on.
I went on my way and he emphatically told me “You have a very MAGICAL day.” I knew at that point that he was someone very important. I went down to Siskiyou Lake and walked through the woods. On my way back I felt a huge surge of electrical energies and immediately saw Lord Adama. I stopped as I knew what was happening. He was showing me that he was the gentleman in the restaurant. I said “NO”, and he said “YES”. I became so emotional and felt so amazed that I was gifted on this day with Lord Adama’s presence for my Christmas morning. I felt so very blessed. This was the second time in my life that Lord Adama had decided to meet me in the physical. The first was over ten years ago at a Wesak Ceremony here in Shasta.
My week has been very interesting, and my work is very powerful on a personal basis. I was asked to work with Jeshua (Jesus) in Telos for the week. I spent the first day almost sleeping for four hours and my nights have been strange. Being alone has been a challenge but I chose this pathway so it is all happening for a reason. Yesterday the feelings were very intense. There is another twist to this story ~ New Year’s Eve is my birthday and I was feeling the aloneness. Lord Adama and the Team of Light have specifically asked Mike and I to be quarantined from many people due to the frequencies we have been undergoing. So my stay here alone is very isolating.
Yesterday morning Jeshua talked with me in my meditation and told me that my pathway is no longer of the third dimensional world. It was important for me to let go of the old ways of being even though they were emotional to me. I was being guided to do so much more and that was why I was alone. I then was gifted to know about my role in his life during the lifetime of Jesus. I am not ready to share this information presently as it is still very raw with me. What did happen for me is an awareness of why my life has been the way it has and why it is moving into a completely different scenario than I ever imagined it could be.
Next week Mike will be returning and we will continue with the calls, the work, and our connections with one another. Meleriessee is now completely within my body and I am still trying to get used to that. I will always be Christine. My mother chose to name me Christine because of the holidays but I now know there is much more to this story and timeline for me. It has helped me to realize that there is so much occurring for each of us in all of our timelines. It is a time to fully remember our essence of who we truly ARE. Not what we think we should be.
Life is very different for me and it is a fairytale. Like many of you, I came from great dysfunction, and I healed from it deeply. I thank all of that dysfunction as it helped me to grow into the woman I am today. I thank all the individuals for coming into my life ~ good and not so good ~ as they have molded me to be whom I AM NOW.
Tomorrow I will be starting anew on my birthday. Every other year I went to the beach in South Jersey for a sunrise ceremony, and this year I am in Mt. Shasta. Meleriessee will have her first birthday celebration in the mountains which is something I have never done before. I was sad a couple of days ago but today I am elated with my newly created life that my Soul’s Essence has chosen to live. It is exciting as I have love deeply within myself and with another that is beyond my wildest dreams.
I hope that 2012 is just as special for each of you as we all walk together onto the New Earth.
In deep love and blessings,
I AM Lady Meleriessee Christine