ascension, ascension mastery, Christine Mahlariessee Hayden

The Climb of Our Contentment

Rev. Christine Mahlariessee Hayden, Teacher and Mentor of learning how to achieve the Ascended Master State of Consciousness, shares a personal reflection on the Art of Contentment.

Learning to understand ourselves and how we are affecting our own lives is a very integral part of our consciousness. What many individuals do not realize is that what we, as a person, think, and feel about ourselves affects the energy around us.

But how do we get to the point of realizing within our own reality that we are affecting change for the betterment of our personal interactions with others?

I am being pushed by Lord Adama and the Spiritual Hierarchy to extend to others what I have learned for myself by stepping into the Ascended Master Pathway. How does it affect me physically, with my loved ones, and others that I am working with or trying to assist?

This is a question I ask myself continually. My goal is to help others to create a different perspective in their lives.

I am not in the outside working world; I live with my devoted husband and partner in a beautiful setting called Mount Shasta. I spend most of my time communicating with the higher realms to bring forth teachings and lessons for our classes. I also connect with my spiritual teachers to help me and my husband to live our lives fully in the reality of learning how to walk as a masters upon a planet that it is living in duality.

I have learned through the teachings of Dr. Joshua David Stone, my mentor, that if I applied the tools of ascended mastery in my life that it would change my perspective, my health, and my well being upon the Earth. This I learned continually and still do to this day. I see it working through me continually.

Lord Adama is urging me to write more material from a perspective of how I have achieved my own status within the spiritual world but living as a human being upon the Earth. Many topics come to my mind during my day, but then as I sit and try to put words unto a page, it becomes muddled.  I find myself thinking that possibly this subject or that subject is not what others may want to hear.

Those of you that have followed me through the years know about my trials, my tribulations, and challenges that I have gone through. I don’t think there is any initiate of ascension mastery that has not had to go through such experiences. It is part of the process of our evolution as a soul to walk where others dared not go, and to keep the movement forward to continue no matter what the circumstances dictate.

Walking through the Initiations of Ascension Mastery is not easy. It cannot be planned ahead of time as it is a moment-by-moment experience of walking through many doorways that will help you as a soul to fully become aligned with your Higher Self, your many higher light bodies, to incorporate the light energies within the physical self.

Your mind goes through a whirlwind of thoughts; some will try and stop you; others will guide you in the right direction. I found that the only course of action is “What do I need to do in this moment for my Highest Good.”

It is all about perception within ourselves. How do we acknowledge how well we are doing if we constantly are battling the confines of our mental accolades to tell us otherwise?

Many individuals do not know who they are internally, as the soul, as the lower self personality will interject within the integration process. It can only be done one step at a time which takes quite a bit of patience.

Emotional charges will arise and our personality self will not want to accept them. But they are being shown to our full consciousness to change them.

This takes great DISCIPLINE and PERSEVERANCE which is truly a learned behavior.

If an individual has the inability to look within themselves, take what they are experiencing, and change it into a positive aspect to be revealed, then failure will result continually. We must push ourselves to go into a new direction and that can change in any moment.

The most important element is to reveal to ourselves that this emotional or mental anguish is only temporary and that our Higher Self is here to assist.

It is important to be brutally honest with ourselves; there is no other way to get through the muck and the mire. And, believe me, when the time comes when we wake up into a new reality, the exhilaration of Contentment will become part of whom we are becoming.

So I ask of you – how do you measure your soul’s worth within your Heart, what you feel about yourself, how you are doing within the initiation process and what it means for you personally.

It is important that you as the Initiate, take time every week, to give yourself a focus of what you are desiring to achieve. Go deep with it, no surface thoughts. What does your Higher Self desire for you as the Personality to integrate within you?

The way it is measured is how you interact with others, what you feel about the state of affairs within the world, and how you are affected emotionally or mentally. This is a good way to understand your way of dealing with outside issues. It will help you to acknowledge the part of you that needs adjusting or reworking within all of your four bodies – physical, etheric, emotional, and mental.

Learning the Art of Contentment becomes a learned behavior just as Diligence or Perseverance becomes part of your consciousness.

I come from a family background in which I was taught that sometimes you just have to do things when you don’t want to do so. My father was very insistent on pushing me as a woman to stand up and face the world. I also believe I came into body with these attributes so when I had to go through moments of deep challenge and despair, I learned to access my spiritual self to pull me out of my despair. Sometimes it was so heavy that I did not know how I would get through the process.

I was being pushed to learn how to do things differently. This came from the Brotherhood of Light who I was so aligned with from the beginning that I knew instinctively at a young age that there was something better for me than experiencing the dysfunction in my family. There was love but there was also pain which pushed me to do better for myself.

There were times that I thought it was too much for me. Situations occurred in my life that I thought was a sign of my discontent, but yet there was always something that pushed me to get out of that space even if it took many moments to feel that way. I learned to love myself which I did not do for a long time. I have struggled with my weight my entire life. The water retention within me was horrendous and still is, but I realized it was about protection. I learned to take care of myself through better eating and exercise which in turn made me feel more aligned with whom I was becoming. I turned to the exercise to change my thoughts, my dark feelings about my body and start to become the affirmations that helped me acknowledge the soul’s truth.

I remember last year during our retreat, we were hiking up to Ascension Rock which is a small hill-type terrain, some areas steeper than others. I have a problem with a tendon in one of my knees, so I always walk with Walking Sticks. We have a small group of students and a couple of the ladies said they were impressed with my ability to keep moving forward. This surprised me as I thought, “Why wouldn’t I do so?” I was not hurting, but had to take my time. I realized how I incorporate diligence in my life continually and was grateful to hear this affirmation being given to me.

Recently, I have been able to get back to my daily exercise routine and for some, they may say, is quite extensive, but I find it helps me tremendously. I am fitting it into my schedule which is very busy and allowing me to feel better as the process of my physical body aligns with whom I am affirming to become within me. It gives me strength and durability to continue the journey.

I know this practice happens because I have spent years exercising, charting my food and routines, taking measurements and not being so hard on myself when the scale does not move. This is diligence in perfect form for me.

So what I am trying to convey is the fact that because you are on the pathway of De-Ascending Your Higher Consciousness within the Physical Self, you will find that everything is not perfect in your body, your mind, or your emotions. It is a process.

Dr. Stone eloquently stated in one of his ascension books that one can ascend and still have challenging issues within the physical body. It is about taking that energy you are bringing into your cellular structure to change the ill effects from previous lifetimes to make the body more light-induced.

This process is very involved, and I have been working on myself for almost 40 years. I am able to hold a very high light quotient within me, because of my past delusions being transcended. You cannot get through planetary ascension without doing so. I have been gifted to receive help from the Brotherhood of Light to help me acknowledge the higher part of my consciousness, allowing my physical body to receive the light formations.

That is why I work out like I do – Grounding is essential as we bring more light energies into the bodily structure. I have been gifted to receive a massive amount of light quotient and move through my initiations through the Solar Level but I will tell you that it will affect you physically. Vibrations of light, being affected by third dimensional conversations and individuals. Constantly needing to go through a cleansing process of special showers, sage, healing energies. That is why I learned to build ascension columns.

It is important that we take care of our four-body system so that the higher Light Bodies can be grounded within us.

This gets me back to my original reason for writing this article and that is HOW CONTENTED ARE YOU FEELING?

I spoke greatly on what I have gone through for my acceleration and why I am doing the work I am concentrating on presently. I think about that every day –

Am I affecting change in others whether individually or globally?

I believe that I am doing so even though sometimes it feels like others do not understand. They want to do it their way, and not the same process as what is being guided by the Brotherhood of Light.

I have moments of feeling Contented on what I have achieved but there is more for me to do in my life. So I will continue the drive, the Perseverance combined with Love to assist my soul’s evolution first and foremost, then assisting humanity whether it is one person or a group of souls.

I look back on what I have achieved, and I am honored to say that I believe I have stepped into what my Higher Self has asked me to do. It never ends; every Master in every dimension is doing the same thing ~ pushing themselves to go further through the initiations of the light and love of the God Source.

Do you know what you want to achieve in this moment for your Soul’s Evolution?

I challenge you to think about it, reflect upon your desire of what is important for you in this moment. And, know, that in another moment it may all change for Your Highest Good.

In Expressions of Oneness,

Rev. Christine Mahlariessee Heliohah
Walking Terra

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Ascension Mastery Message, Christine Mahlariessee Hayden

Walking through the Waves of Light ~ December 2019

Ascension Mastery Message of the Spiritual Meaning of December 2019 as brought forth by Rev. Christine Mahlariessee Hayden.

As each of us is experiencing the vibrational challenges and gifts of this last month of the year, I think it is important to reflect on the emotional reflections that need to be accepted by each of us.

As a teacher, healer, and participant of Planetary Ascension, my experiences are not any different than many others. I think it truly is about how you can perceive them within your higher consciousness, because that is truly how we as Initiates into Ascension Mastery will gain an understanding of the changes we experience personally.

We have just passed the Actualization phase of the 12:12. What does this mean exactly?

Actualization is the third stage of growth that occurs when an Initiate is able to pass through the other doorways.

The first being, INITIATION, represents the energies which occurred during the 10:10 Activation in October.

This is when we start to feel a stirring within us that comes from our Spiritual Self. It is a new awakening so to speak or a portion of an awakening.

The next stage is ACTIVATION which occurred during the 11:11 Gateway. Many refer to this energy being a Doorway which it truly is.

In the first phase we acknowledge that there is something occurring, and in the second an Initiate can start to feel emotional changes growing within them. This is also a powerful time to feel yourself walking into the new reality with your good intentions guiding you.

The last and final stage for this year is the 12:12 representing the Gateway of ACTUALIZATION; this means that you fully walk within the upgraded energies.

For some this can be very concrete; a knowingness that occurs within their consciousness that just feels different. Many times this happens after the dream state as that is when our Higher Self is still predominant in our thoughts and feelings. Some may feel emotional charges like wanting to cry or feeling sad. This can be attributed to the changes that are occurring within the four-body system (physical-etheric representing the chakras-emotional-mental levels).

The 12:12 energies are super powerful in 2019. This year was about preparing ourselves to be in self mastery and walk with those energies. The challenges we endured are a result of the old self dying within us so the new concept of that we are desiring to become, truly allows us to step into this reality.

On December 13th being Friday we are stepping into a state of SYNCHRONIZATION. This means, that we as a Spiritual Physical Being, is accepting that the change is occurring and all elements are put into place by our Higher Self to assist the physical consciousness to accept the new reality that has been occurring.

Walking through these energies is not an easy process at all. It prepares us for the Solstice in December allowing for the grounding of the Christ Consciousness to become part of our physical reality, and not just wishful thinking.

It is important as the Initiate you are to realize the changes that are occurring physically. It is not just about sitting in meditation and being in a higher state of existence. Many have a tendency to think they are in the 5th dimension but yet that is a misconception of their physical consciousness.

If we were living in the 5th dimension, then we would all have light bodies; we would honor ourselves and our truth, we would all be in alignment with each other; there would be no wars; and most of all, life would be quite different than we are experiencing presently.

Being in 5th Dimensional Consciousness can also be a falsehood until you as the Initiate fully accept that your Emotional and Mental Selves are working together as One. You would not have any issues of lower emotions holding you back; you would be able to transcend any issues whether they are physical, emotional or mental in a moment’s notice.

We can hope we are living in a higher consciousness by looking at beautiful photos of light energies, by seeing a different perspective within ourselves and others, and feeling it through our chakras to alleviate your full consciousness.

That is why, we as the Initiates and the Ascended Masters, are walking together as One. Each of the masters are helping us to change and become more of what we desire to be. But we have to embrace it in all parts of our reality and allow it to occur on a 24 hour basis.

All of this is important as it is the reason that we as the Initiates or the Awakened Ones are feeling these energies, being effected by them, and if you are truly working within your own self mastery, they will change you and your perception of your life.

The Day of Synchronization is here ~ it is time to allow all of these elements to come together within our full body system. We are preparing for the Solstice which occurs on December 22nd to fully become more in tune with the Christed Self that is awaiting for our arrival in physical form.

We are not in 5D as yet but we can hope to be; as we walk through these doorways, it helps us to realize within ourselves how far we have come, but yet how far we still have to travel to become One with our Higher Light Bodies known as our I Am Presence.

Each of us has our own personal journey through Planetary and Cosmic Ascension. It is one that needs to be honored especially within the intense moments of realizing that you are changing and it is because of the work you have done through many meditations, initiations of light, and higher accelerations. It is a gift to be able to hold these energies within the physical self but it is also a huge challenge. It depends upon what you desire for yourself as a Soul.

For me I have traveled far and wide; I have shared my story several times. It seems to never end. Just when I think that I have reached a plateau, there is another mountain to climb as this is the way of Ascension Mastery.

All of the Ascended Beings we work with are continually on their on journey no matter where they are within the higher realms on upon the earth or other planetary existence.

As a teacher of Ascension Mastery, I have lived it very personally. It is not an easy journey but one I continue to aspire to as it is part of my soul’s contract, to become grounded within the physical of the planes of existence I have been able to integrate within me.

I believe my role is to continue with this journey although at times I have wanted to fully ascend; to leave my earthly life and continue in the higher planes. I think that most Initiates that reach this level have felt the same way (as did Beloved Dr. Joshua David Stone). For me, I have a wonderful partner and husband who keeps me grounded. He shows me that this is the way we need to live and it brings hope to this Earth.

Many loved ones do not understand who I am; they love me and accept what I am doing but there is no conscious reality of the growth I have had to achieve or the important work I am doing for the planet. I love each of them dearly and only want the best for them. I have stepped away from too much interaction with many people as I had to do so to continue my journey of accessing my higher consciousness.

There are a few individuals that I have offered my assistance and sometimes I forget who I am and I am no longer that third dimensional person. I have a tendency to speak my truth trying to help some individuals to see it within them. I have learned as of this week, that is not the way of a Master which was shown to me by Master Babaji just today. Speaking that truth was necessary as I did in within the Love of my Heart, but then I must walk away and allow the healing to occur within that person. I have had a tendency to be attached to it which is something I now realize has held me back. That is no longer the case for me. As an old friend of mine, Jerry Calvey, would say “Lessons Learned” are the best way to realize the changes you need to make.

For my present acceleration I have been gifted with the essence of Lord Sananda to totally help me infuse more of the Divine Love within me on a more physical and conscious level; this means he is helping me to become the Christed Self. He always has been a very close teacher of mine, but within the last month I have undergone great emotional changes within me. One week before 12:12 I spent evenings crying as I was retiring. There was no emotional challenge I was experiencing but my Heart Center was expanding. Michael, my husband, is so very compassionate with me as he touches my heart and lets me expand into a new sense within myself. He helps me to see that walking through these doorways of change is exactly what I need to do. In retrospect, he is also receiving the divine energies.

When 12:12 arrived, I felt a sense of peace within me that I have not had before. I have some physical issues and work on them to change, but in this moment, I felt like everything was just the way it should be. There was no pain, no regret, no hurt to feel. I felt the energies that Lord Adama, High Priest of Telos, has been reiterating to us, living like a Telosian.

This time I felt it physically; previously my consciousness expressed to me and within my meditations, but I actually was walking with it in my Heart. I feel I was starting to become what I have been asking for, to be peaceful and give love around me no matter what the circumstance may be.

As of this day of December 13th, again, I was sad upon awaking after listening to our Festival of Lights Full Moon recording. My heart was heavy but yet I had no reservation of any emotional charges that I felt. I, again, meditated in our Ascension Column, calling upon the energies to assist me and they did.

The tears started to flow; I realized I was fully accepting the latest part of my full consciousness to be a reality within my Heart Center and all that I am physically, emotionally, mentally, and most of all etherically. I know that the times I desire to become are being awakened through this process.

As we continue with the energies of December, I know I have a huge responsibility within myself to hold these energies, be responsible with them, and allow myself to become the Best Part of My Soul’s Essence.

December 31st, being another powerful day, is my birthday. I will be 68 years young and that I do feel it within myself. For years I would never share my age, but it is time to be the Elder of Ascension Mastery. Lord Adama tells me I am like a youngster in their eyes in Telos as they live for hundreds of years. On this day I have held a ceremony for myself in the last 30 years; I am told there is a reason that I was born on this day and I like to embrace that element within me. I feel it is always a powerful time.

My role with Lord Sananda is becoming more of a physical reality, and I will be sharing our essence together in some videos as he has asked me to do so. This is a challenge for me, but I know that it is time to show this face to the spiritual growth I have acquired while doing it in Divine Love. This now becomes my state of Actualization within me.

I desire for each Initiate to be able to come to terms within their Higher Consciousness while blending it within the physical realm to be able to walk with the new sense of themselves into 2020.

Many blessings to each of you; I hope your experiences of the Waves of Light this month are assisting you to go into a deeper part of your Soul’s Essence as I have experienced personally.

Thank you for supporting Walking Terra Christa and most of all, my personal journey.

In Expressions of Oneness,

Rev. Christine Mahlariessee (Heliohah) Hayden


Walking Terra Christa held their monthly Festival of Lights Global Audio Ceremony on December 7th with Master Djwhal Khul. Listening to this recording will assist in balancing the energies shared in this message: December Ascend Earth Festival of Lights.

We are also holding a Solstice Ceremony “Blessings of the Christed Self” on December 21st, 2019 at 10 AM Pacific. This is a special Christmas ceremony with Lady Masters Mary Magdalene (Lady Nada), Lady Master Mother Mary (Archangel Mother Mary), and Master Yeshua (Lord Sananda). You may access the conference via your computer or phone (please note this is an audio only conference).

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