An Empowering Journey of Finding Who I AM   2 comments


p1040892-web“I dedicate this writing to all the people in my life that I have left behind, my dearest family and past friends. I hope that in reading this blog that you will understand who I have become as it is with love and expression in my heart that each of you have helped me to arrive in this state of understanding.

“The darkest moments mold our deepest healing”.

I love each of you dearly in my heart even though I am not physically with you. Thank you for all that you have done and given me to help me to arrive in the space I now inhabit.”

I have just completed an amazing journey of love and light with my Beloved, Michael. It was an adventure that we decided to take together. I thought I was going to stand beside him as he healed some old wounds he left behind three years ago. Instead, I found a part of me that needed to be fully empowered and accept my role as a teacher, mentor, and friend within my physical self.

When I decided to move to Mount Shasta three years ago, I had no idea the pathway that would be in front of me. In fact there were many twists and turns that took me to a different part of myself continually on this journey. Michael came into my life to stand beside me as we chose this pathway eons ago as souls on the Inner Plane (some may call this heaven). We have had to surrender many moments, each of us so that we could be together in preparation for the 5th dimension. The challenges we have faced go beyond what anyone can imagine.

We have all seen the science fiction movies, or “Harry Potter”. The world that we stepped into has incorporated many of these elements. As a student of ascension with Dr. Joshua David Stone, my mentor, I had been on this pathway for 15 years on my own. Those that do not understand what this means is that you continually strive to be better within yourself. Part of these teachings are the basis of all ascended masters, the ones that have walked before us; namely, Jeshua or Jesus, Gandhi, Moses, Martin Luther King, Saint Germain, and all the wonderful Chohans (or leaders) of the Rays of God. This is not an easy pathway by any means and it has taken me through many levels of understanding within myself which sometimes were very dark doorways. I learned to come out to the other side by going deeper and doing intense soul psychology work to heal my wounds of the past.

This journey is constant and it never ceases to amaze me how deeply I must go to find my inner truth. Now as a teacher and mentor to others I continue to learn more about myself and how I should act, not react, and fully accept who I am. I have realized that the old way of living and being has to change. This means that others that I have been close with would be deeply affected in my choices within my world.

I learned that in order to fully take my Higher Self and I AM Presence within my physical world, I had to live what I teach. I learned through Dr. Stone’s work that the Rays of God would be the basis of not only my own teachings (along with Michael) but would be the basis of how I could step into a completely different world of awareness. Working with the Rays of God is my savior of my life.
The first seven rays are Spectrums of Light that represent Will and Power (Blue), Love and Wisdom (Golden Yellow), Creative Actualization & Compassion of the Self (Deep Pink), Harmony and Balance (Crystalline Light), The Science of God within me (Green with Gold & White), Inner Devotion (Ruby Red with Gold), and Learning how to Create Ceremonial Structure (Violet with Deep Purple) within my life. They are all the basis of creating the journey within God and Universal Laws. All religions come together to be One; as none is better than the other. It truly represents Oneness in all forms of living, feeling, and thinking. Working with these Spectrums of Light every day will empower any person and allow their higher essence or I AM Presence to be fully embodied within them.

What I have learned and read about by others that chose this pathway is that it takes great responsibility. I have had to let go of the third dimensional world which includes many friends and family that I was connected to from my biological heritage. Once I stepped into the world of initiations and learning to be a leader for this Earth, it took great courage with many challenges that I had to endure. It is not considered for the weak-willed, but it was what my soul was here to experience in my full body system.

On my trip out to Mount Shasta I had many challenges that I learned was from lower energies that did not want me to succeed in my quest of enlightenment within my physical existence. I lost my debit card, I stayed in places I felt very unsafe, but all the while I was fully protected by the God Force and always felt that protection continually. I arrived 3,000 miles later safe and sound with a cat that was happy to be grounded once again. I had tires that blew within days after my arrival. I realized the depth of being watched by many angels and higher Beings of Light in my travels.

When Michael arrived within my life, the challenges become increasingly more difficult. As a couple, we were friends that came together for a purpose. We found in each other that there was much more to the story that would unfold. We are a team that is beyond my wildest dreams, and I know that I would not exist on the earth today without his arrival into my world.
I had accelerated my physical body and consciousness to a point that it was difficult to stay grounded. Anyone that steps into this pathway can agree that the transition of turning your body into more light is one that is quite challenging. With the earth’s energies changing, we as humans, now have this ability to do so, but it takes a lot of effort with meditations, journaling, channeling your Higher Self into the physical body, and just surrendering your life from what you knew it to be before.

We have a wonderful home in Mount Shasta that we have learned needs to be of a higher dimensional level. We have worked hard building ascension columns of light (with the help of the Ascended Masters) to protect our land and within our house. We have been guided by Lord Adama and the Telosians to create this sacred space which is the same way of living that they do within the mountain of Shasta. (Telosians live beneath the mountain as they are the descendants from Lemuria and very present in their essence at Mount Shasta. They live in a 5th dimensional energy which we are striving to do upon the Upper Earth). We also work with all Christed Beings within Oneness known as the Unified Whole which includes Christed Extra-Terrestrials. We have learned how to keep our vibrations high and when our emotions get in the way, it truly is not the True You.

This is not easy when you are living in the 3rd/4th dimensional land space of the Earth. We constantly have to access our higher essence in each moment especially when communicating with other individuals. We created a Connection Circle with our students in which each of us connects with our Higher Self, and we talk about any issues or elements that need to be addressed. (We have had a couple of students living with us in the past year.)

Our life is very inclusive. We do not converse with many people as everyone has debris within the auric field that effects us greatly. When we leave the house, we use our very highly developed protection energies to make sure we are not affected. Shopping in the outside world becomes a torturized ritual with being bombarded by other energies. We are definitely living like the Telosians as we have been trained by them. All of this would not be possible without being in Mount Shasta where the energy is much higher than most places upon this Earth.

What happens when we are affected? Well, since I am the higher vibrational person (doing this work for 30 years), lower energies come into my field. It can feel like a pin-prick on your skin. They usually attack you through your thoughts or emotions; sometimes, you can feel something physical in which you may have a weak spot. It can drain your energy within a moment’s notice. In other words it makes you feel very dysfunctional and sick within your physical body.

We utilize cleansing showers with Epsom salt, cider vinegar and baking soda on a daily basis along with burning Sage, utilizing Selenite crystals that help to remove the unwanted energies. All of this is a daily ritual for us.

I am the protective energy between both of us since I feel it the lower frequencies within my consciousness before anyone else. Michael calls me the “Garbage Collector”. In a sense, it truly is that way. Not an easy task but I have the ability to clear it faster with crystals, going into a quick meditative state, commanding that I am my own energy. It has taken both of us three years to know what to do and when I did not do so, it was not pleasant for either of us. As a result, when we go anywhere we clean up people’s darker energies, and lower thoughts. This also means environmental areas are being changed through the process.

So when the subject came up about us traveling to the East Coast so that Mike could spend some time with his two sons, we were quite concerned. Air travel is difficult for a normal person; for us it may be very debilitating. We were given the go-ahead by Lord Adama who helps us in every major decision in our lives. Some individuals may think that is strange but for us, it is a major comfort as his energies with the entire God Force protect us continually.

We are both from the East; we were traveling to the only powerful spot where we could be protected, Cape May Point, NJ. This is a difficult decision as we cannot spend time with our families like we used to do so. We, as souls, have accepted that this is part of our contract, but it still is a difficult element. If those family members were on this pathway, it would be different. When a person is striving to become more highly attuned with their spiritual self, their energies become less dense. They start to move into more light so it is easier for us to be with them. Granted we still have to cleanse ourselves afterwards as their energy does not meet ours. That will always be part of the process.

I felt I had an obligation to tell certain family members that I could not see them; although there were others I could see because of their own spiritual transformation. This caused some hurts to occur in which I did not know how to handle it from my heart. I have come to understand within myself that I have an obligation to myself which is something I did not do previously. I have always been a caretaker and stepped ahead to help others before I took care of my own needs. Through the years of healing and inner child work it has gotten easier. Being a sensitive (feeling other’s energies) it becomes increasingly more challenging.

I have learned by accepting the Ray of Inner Devotion which represents the energies of devotion and love from your Highest Self. I knew I had to set a boundary with family members as it would totally deplete me emotionally, mentally, and physically. I would suffer a great deal not because of who they are but their energy levels. It could cause me great harm and my work is much too important to do that to myself. I also knew that this would be very difficult to convey to them as ‘until we walk into another person’s moccasins’ we cannot understand how they are feeling.

It was probably the most difficult decision that I have ever had to make on this spiritual pathway.

Michael also has family and friends whom he did not call. He felt it was important for him to do the same but yet I had this obligation to be honest. I learned a huge lesson in all of this. I realized that I needed to see my personal obligation to share that I was in the area, but yet I also needed to accept that I am important as well.

It is difficult in saying no to your family as my pathway is more important to the greater whole of this earth. I have a huge purpose, and I would have never been able to achieve this three years ago.

I refer to a great master, Lady Nada, who is now the Chohan (Leader) of the Ray of Inner Devotion (previously Lord Sananda). She served in the Temple of Divine Love on Atlantis. During her training for the Retreat in Luxor, she was told by Master Serapis Bey (Chohan of Harmony and Balance) that she would have to sever all connections with her family. This was very challenging for her, but she also had a huge purpose during that lifetime. She then realized that it was difficult to be with other humans in the training and at times, ran away through the desert, just to get away from the pressures. Lady Nada works within the Pink Flame to help all individuals upon this earth. ~ Excerpted from “Ascended Masters and Their Retreats, W. Schroeder”.

This is exactly how we feel in our daily life. We have to be very private due to the frequencies of light that we are incorporating within our physical bodies. Mike and I have a great purpose to each other and our students who want to follow the same pathway. When you fully step into the initiations of Ascension that are guided by the Higher Masters, this is part of the process that you have to experience. Third dimensional life never exists for you anymore. In order to live the higher frequencies within the body, we have had to deny family members or past friends our presence. We are hoping that it is not always this way as it is a big challenge for both of us. We desire it to be different, but at this time, it cannot be so.

I have changed greatly through this process and being in Mt. Shasta has allowed me to do so. As I said before, I would not be on this earth doing this great work. I have embraced my Inner Power and help many individuals through our teachings and private sessions to find the love, harmony, and light within themselves.

I also continually send light to everyone I know on every teaching call we perform. I cannot be with them in person, but my role as always been to be the best healer I can be no matter what the form of communication may be. When you take on the role as I have done, the healing energy continues with each ceremony that we facilitate.

So on this journey that Michael and I have taken together I had to step forward to create the boundaries of my role as a mentor, teacher, and healer of GAIA. It has not been easy.

If I have hurt any of my family members due to my need for protection of my light, it is not a personal act to anyone. I hope that you will be able to understand it from my perspective sometime in the future. I would love to have everyone follow our teachings of the Light, go deeper within myself, but that is not my role to push any of what I believe or live unto others. I know that every person is here to follow their own purpose; being on the pathway of Self Mastery is not for everyone. I accept that but am here to help as much as I can as a supportive energy, and will always assist anyone that asks because that is my role – sharing the Light with others to help them find the best of themselves to be awakened.

In blessings of love, harmony, and compassion, I thank all that have walked with me along this intense journey. There have been many in my life that are now on their own pathway of awakening, and I know that we have assisted each other through the process. Without the times of complete disharmony, I would not be able to find my True Self to be fully awakened. It helps me to go deeper within myself to clear the debris that has stopped me in other lifetimes to find my true self to be revealed within a physical body.

I hope that everyone else that I know is able to find their own inner journey.

I also look forward to others joining us on this pathway together which includes all people that I have known whether they have been friends or family members as we all strive to create the higher dimensional qualities within the New Earth. The healing that I have received from this renewal of myself is phenomenal; I send it with love to all that I know in hopes that each person finds a deeper part of themselves to be revealed.
In Expressions of Oneness,
I Am Christine Meleriessee

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2 responses to “An Empowering Journey of Finding Who I AM

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  1. Hi Christine thank you for your beautiful post.It really helped me to understand a little more clearly what I am experiencing on a daily basis. As you know I use your protection meditation daily .i still struggle with holding my energy and feel like a dartboard most days. As you know I have a 14 year old daughter and have put her in a Steiner school in Perth as she has always been targeted and as she is drained she drains me . I also feel she is used to lower my vibration . I don’t know if mike can relate to this . Though at times she is open to healings she does not do regular clearings so her energy is generally very draining for me. I’m also having to work in a child care centre to cover the fees. I’m not sure how I will survive the next 3 years of he r school life .i have asked my higher self to show me an alternative but nothing has opened up yet . I so often wonder if I’m doing the right thing as its really costing me dearly.I have Jemma full time now as her father is very low vibrational and she has very minimal contact . Again in protecting her I am very compromised in being able to care for myself . I often feel I should for get about her education and take off to a nurturing environment. Away from all this but I want to do what’s right by her . I wondered if you had any advice for me . I am maintaining my membership with you but most of my time is spent doing the protection meditation so I’m not current with your calls .it is always my intention to get back on the calls as soon as time and energy permits. I feel when I am out of this place of constant exposure I will fly . If I didn’t have Jemma I would live in the way you and mike do .

    Anyway nice to make contact and it was really helpful to realize I’m not crazy .i am experiencing this and the constant work I need to do makes sense.

    Much love to you both and gratitude as always for your dedication and work.

    Alexandra Perth Australia

    and the constant work I need to do makes sense.

    Sent from my iPad

  2. Christine and Mike,

    I wanted to take a few minutes to thank the both of you from the bottom of my heart for your selfless service to mankind. I learn so much by following your posts. I have experienced the same things as you describe however on a lower level. The worst for me is my constant energy drain and feeling tired most of the time. With the desire of my soul wanting to empowering parents and making lives better for children, I however, have to go out into the public and I believe this is why I experience the symptoms on a lower level. I thank you for making mention the tips on your daily rituals. I will definitely start the same.

    Thank you once again.

    Ira

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