Today on July 19th, at 9:34 a.m. Pacific, we are now experiencing the effects of the New Moon energies as Grandmother Moon fully moves into the sign of Cancer. This is going to effect ripples of change to occur for us emotionally as we are experiencing the Sun being at Cancer at the same time.
How is this being done? It is important for us to realize how Cancer represents our emotional balance and as the moon is now within this cycle for the next three days, our emotions will become very raw and uncertain. With this energy change it is of great assistance as it is going to move emotions within us that have needed to arise as we move further within the Golden Age with each passing moment. It is important to be in a state of reflection and when something arises that bothers you, fully take the mirror that you are seeing and going deeper within you. Our higher self is asking us to do so by allowing these issues to arise within our Being. It may be something that you have been working through for quite some time or so deep seated in our past timelines that it is now time for it to arise into the sunshine.
Personally I experienced something surfacing that I have been dealing with for many years of my life. It has molded my existence in a not so healthy way of being. I have been unable to fully get to the core of this issue to finally remove it although I knew it was a big challenge for me. Again, it comes back to my physical image to the world. As you have read before, I have worked diligently in trying to remove the weight from my body. In recent months I have allowed the love that is enfolding within my life to be the deciding factor but both my partner and I myself have had to deal with quite a bit of lower energies that were trying to stop me. The vein issue I had resurfaced and I have still been dealing with it physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. It has caused extra fluid retention to be within my body although not much change was in my diet. I knew that I again was feeling the bloated-ness within me and not liking it at all. This also has had me down-spiraling with certain foods I should not be eating, like a piece of cheese once in awhile that also causes the fluid retention.
You see, Lord Adama and Spirit have shared with me many times that I chose this body composition so that I could hold the light within me even though I have worked at this issue for many years. That’s all well and good but I also had parents that were not ahppy with me because I was not the skinny-minnie daughter they wanted. They, of course, did not understand the full dynamics. It is even difficult for me as being in Mt. Shasta Lord Adama has asked me to slow down on the exercise routines due to the energy exchanges that are happening for us here. Some days it is not possible, but I just intend to change everything.
We have been challenged in the last couple of months with a house change, Mike’s children visiting, and trying to adjust our life to be in a fifth dimensional frequency but still having to create the funds to make this all possible. My energies at times are not grounded, and having to concentrate on the earth grounding has made it a challenge. So it is with all these elements that have been starring me in the face all the while I knew changes had to be made once again. Sometimes just taking my vitamins are a chore for me which is essential for the legs to be healthy.
So during the Cancer Moon I have received an epiphany. Mike and I have been asked by Lord Adama and the Masters to start sharing videos of our work with channeled messages. Our first try was outside standing up but the camera decided to run out of juice. Hmmm, a gift from the Universe for me to acknowledge myself deeply. So we decided to do the videos in our healing space but it was at night. We would have to sit and the camera was very close to my face. That was scary for me but I knew I had to walk through this doorway.
Well, then I saw the effects of my bloated-ness and how my face was heavier than I was perceiving it to be it was a devastating moment in time. My dream has always been to rid myself of this extra weight but yet, in fact, in the most critical spiritual time of my pathway, it just stayed within me no matter what I did. I had lost quite a bit this winter and was so proud. Then the other energies resulted and I was fighting to heal my body deeply. It was a moment in time that I do not like to admit as I saw the video.
As I looked at myself, all I saw was the ugliness of my weight and not the beauty that I has fully embraced. I was upset and went to bed in tears. No one could console me, only my inner self. What resulted within that awareness was that I had a battle to deal with on the Innerplane. I was struggling with the darkness of my self and created more darkness to occur within me. When Mike joined me a couple of hours later, I was despondent, angry, and not me at all. He assisted me with some shamanic clearing which resulted in some heavy screams of despair coming out of me. Even my cat, Isis, sat on top of me close to my heart and I realized how much she loved me. Here is Mike, my beautiful partner and my long time friend, Isis, assisting me.
I was able to return somewhat tearful, but knew I had a major shift occur within me. This issue is something that I have always desired to rid within me. It always came back flooding no matter how beautiful others always saw me. I remembered when I looked at the video I had both positive and negative thoughts about myself. I felt a doorway open that would help me to accept my beauty no matter how much or little weight I was holding, and learning that the weight was not the focus of my life.
Also on this day Mike and I conducted our first session with Sanat Kumara and the Holy Kumaras. This week we were guided by Sanatka who represents the 1st Ray of the Will & Power of God. The energy was so very powerful that as I was channeling I felt the new structure I had been trying to achieve fully come within me through Meleriessee and my I AM Presence. Usually I do not experience this type of change as I am channeling, but Sanatka fully assisted me in this process.
I now feel the ability to fully focus on my beauty that I share with others and that shines outward no matter my appearance. It has helped me to realize that changes need to be made once again no matter what the underlying circumstances which occur. As we access the energies of our higher essence, these changes can be made no matter how deeply you have tried to remove them with your lower Mind and Heart.
So what this means for each of us is that this Cancer Moon will take us deeper into the depths of our soul and pull out what needs to be removed and access the higher portions of our essence. Please do take the time and reflect within yourself what needs to be changed. Our interactions with others are a direct result of our inner reflection of the Self. They must go hand-in-hand through the process.
If you would like to learn more about the Kumara Series, please see our website, http://walkingterrachrista.com/series-sanat-kumara/. Click on the blue letter to see the video on the Sanat Kumara Series; Sanat also shares a special channeling message through me.
So now I move through the next phase of my inner journey. This was a challenge in sharing so deeply but I think I needed to do so especially for my inner self and Meleriessee.
In expressions of Oneness,
Ascension Master and Mentor of the New Earth
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