We are in a state of complete change as the New Year truly is showing to us individually that it is time to fully embrace all that we hold dear within our lives. As we are changing in each moment, those elements within our lives can shift with each moving tide. 2012 promises to show us all of these parts of ourselves if we are willing to stand in the Winds of Change.
We are now past the middle of the month, and I truly have experienced many levels of growth since the beginning. As I have shared previously, having a male counterpart in my spiritual work is truly shifting my focus deeply through surrender but also embracing new elements that come into my direction. Our weekly calls have increased with the energies due to the fact that I have been able to relax about the technical part of the calls. I have totally embraced these parts of myself. What I did not realize was how much I would have to take stock of where I was before and where I am now in my pathway due to another person joining the team. This has been a very personal and professional change in the way I conduct myself. And it has not come without many moments of reflection, deep connection to Spirit to reassess myself, and make the necessary changes.
We are embarking upon a new way of Being in 2012, and I believe many of us do not even realize it. In the words of Lord Sananda “Every human being upon this planet is being affected with a new awareness even if they are not consciously accepting it”. This is very profound for planetary development as we are all transpiring into higher levels of thinking within our physical vehicles. The most important part is this, “What are you doing about it”. It is very important for each of us to keep moving ourselves into more reflections of our soul’s essence and not be so concerned with the physical conditioning that we have held dear within our lives. This year gives us this ability to make the changes necessary within the deep acceleration that is necessary for planetary development. There is no mistake about it ~ we are moving towards the New Earth consciousness but that’s what it is right now ~ A Consciousness.
Deeply ingrained within us is the ability to fully intuit the Love that we all desire. It is within our Soul’s Essence and has been designed for it to be our focus this lifetime. Many upon the planet are looking with the Love Consciousness and expanding it to others. But what happens if you don’t feel it and cannot express it within yourself. Ahhh, that is the key ~ Within Ourselves. As we start to feel the essence of expanding love within, it grows like wildflower through our Being, the Physical, Emotional, and Mental levels. But deep within those levels there can be parts of our-self that are resistant to the full exposure of love in our Beings. This is our Key ~ Moving Forward Through the Process. The other element that we need to look at is our past timelines or past lives we have endured. Our cellular memory or structure holds all of these elements deeply within that level and until an individual fully moves through the first four bodies of the Physical, Etheric, Emotional, and Mental levels it cannot be fully achieved. It is through this process that we become fully integrated and then the Spiritual Body or Higher Self can fully integrate within the physical vehicle. This is when the Cellular Level is fully awakened as every person needs the assistance of their Higher Self or Soul’s Essence to get through those processes. This is when an individual will fully be expressing the Love Quotient within their fully integrated body and be able to move through the Inter-Dimensional Process.
This is the stage that we are experiencing presently in this magnificent year of change. We are being guided by the Universe and all of the unseen beings of Light to help us through these stages. Believe me, this is not an easy process and can be more challenging for certain individuals. Those of us that have been on this path for over a decade or more will find it easier but it does get like an old hat that you just want to put away. Those that are newer on the path will find that it is very trying on the physical body as the integrations will work through the bodily structures at a very amazing rate. But the most important part of this process is to totally understand within yourself how to get through it and some people have a hard time in realizing these elements within them.
For me it is still challenging in many ways but knowing how to process the changes has helped my acceleration. I have been doing this work for over two decades and close to three. My body has been accustomed to the light energies since 1990 and I have been able to get through it at a slower pace. My acceleration truly transpired in 2000 in which I was catapulted due to the ascension work of Dr. Joshua David Stone. I have always been one that walks the path fully and then I can share with others my experiences in hope that someone will benefit from my trials of fire, to say the least. 2012 has brought us to a new existence as we are all preparing for the New Earth, Terra Christa. Many that know me understand that this has been my pathway for several years ~ teaching others about the New Earth and experiencing it first-hand. What I always believed is now coming to fruition but it does not come easily.
In order for each of us to aspire to the higher frequencies of the 5th dimension we need to access it fully within our bodies. We will incorporate 22 chakras overlighting the first seven chakras as they blend together. Those of us that have decided to make this walk have been prepared for eons of time. Mastership is something our souls know very well but we just have to let the body embrace it. This is the challenge. Until we learn to surrender onto each process we are experiencing we cannot fully accept the balance of the four-body system. There are timelines that need to be acknowledged through this process as we are not only releasing the old but we are embracing the essential part of our Soul’s Essence in the many gifts and wisdom we have shared through the ages. We are becoming Inter-Dimensional Beings of Light.
What prompted this writing today were several thoughts I have been having. One, being since the year began many are feeling the intensity of each moment; secondly, my pathway is changing and within that I have had to make adjustments to that fact. It has taken me many years to aspire to greatness within my spiritual work. I spent many years in the corporate world and facilitating groups and sessions on a part-time basis. That changed two years ago when I was laid-off and was able to concentrate full time on the love of my life, my spiritual teachings for myself and others. Since arriving in Mt. Shasta more changes have happened, and I have had to adjust myself in each moment. I have always been one that looks deep within when something does not feel right as I don’t sit in the pain or lower energies anymore. I have acquired this ability through my shamanic teachings for several years, but Mt. Shasta truly has been the deciding factor. Whatever sits with you here in a lower frequency, can hold you down, and until you look at it, it will not go away. I take this as a beautiful gift I have received. As the work has changed, I have changed deeply. There can be no other way for me. Within those elements are the aspects that have kept me from not being successful. I am honored that I have received a partner that has given me the ability to look deeper within myself as we have had many timelines together and some of these stopped me from my full potential. Others have brought me amazing gifts. It has always been about my ability to rise to the highest occasion and find my strength within. He has helped me to do so by allowing me to relax.
In the last 48 hours I was going through more elements that have been lodged deep within my cellular structure. We went to the mineral baths yesterday in which you do three rounds of the bath, sauna, and cold shower (or creek weather permitting). I realized as soon as I arrived that there was deep sadness. As each of us separate during the process, I was able to connect with Lady Isis deeply along with my shamanic teacher and guide, No Eyes, and Quan Yin. There were many levels of darkness that I have allowed to stay within me because in other timelines I was too powerful and they were put upon me. It does not matter where they came from, just that they needed to be removed. It took me the whole 90 minutes to process it all but in the end I walked away with an accelerated essence within me that contained my inner power, strength, and ability to be completely successful in all my endeavors. Then I awoke this morning with anger and more conflictions so I took the time to do a meditation to travel to my Soul Temple in which I received the guidance of what was happening. More had been cleared out inter-dimensionally during my sleep but then the remembrance happened within my physical essence which needed to be cleared. I fully removed it all and walked into the temple with sparkles of light spinning all around me. I am now ready for the next phase of my journey. The experiences that Mt. Shasta has given me cannot match any other space of living as it is here that I am experiencing a 5th dimensional frequency on a continual basis. I thank the beautiful vortex of magic I receive every day from Dearest Shasta.
In summation what I want to convey is that it is essentially important for each of us to do this walk on all levels. We are not just going to appear on Terra Christa by consciously feeling the love, but to fully embody it within our physical vehicles in all the levels. This takes work but we also have the gift of 2012 as it is giving us the accelerated energies to do so. It is a beautiful time to be on this planet and to fully remember your essence as it should be. I am very grateful for all of my experiences, good and bad as they have molded me to be who I Am today.
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Attaining simplicity in life is a bit rarer than we normally realize. I was unaware of how complicated my “simple” life was. It is “finally” 2012, and as I reflect on most of the last decade, where I was quite steeped in my “normal” lifestyle, I just can’t help but wonder if we are all going to be going through an “awakening” like I did at some point over the next few years…after all, 2012 is the start of the “Golden Era” is it not, and we just can’t remain as “simple” as I was…
Over the past 10 years I held a succession of jobs that could be demanding. I also, as a divorcee, had a long hour drive to see my children two or three times a week, and every other week on one of those visits to see them, I drove them the hour back to my dwelling so they could spend the weekend with me. I also had to care for my ailing mother and, occasionally, had some rarer free time to spend with my friends, and it left “no time” for a relationship for me, or even much time for dating.
What I did not realize, as I went about my daily living, being responsive to all those around me who needed and demanded my allegiance and abilities, was that I was, in the words of the 1977 Paul Simon song, “Slip sliding away, slip sliding away. You know the nearer your destination, the more you slip sliding away”.
I was doing what I thought everyone else did: pursue their lives to the best they can within a balance of competing demands and restrictive circumstances. I did not, upon the event of my unanticipated divorce, simply take the easy path that many modern fathers do, and take a “hands-off” role in the raising of my children once their mother declared, (with a court system predisposed to agree) that she would be the primary care giver. Instead I vowed to myself that I would not allow her dysfunctions to derail my life; I would, having already committed to doing a new business venture, continue to make my dream of having a career as fulfilling as I had finally learned it could be after decades of seeking, and still be a loving and dedicated father to my kids.
But a few years of “divorcedom” later, after an unsuccessful bid at the high level startup and a follow-up last ditch go at doing network marketing sales to salvage the “bottom of the ninth – two strikes two outs” episode of my life, I was significantly derailed.
Though my career was non-existent, my dedication to my two boys was ever present. Sometimes I was doing a business trip or function, but I did not miss a birthday, a recital, or a holiday, and made most all of their sporting events. And even when I found myself working well below my former “corporate management level” status and income, and faced great challenges in making sure I was there for them, I maintained a firm stability for them. This despite an ex-wife who felt the hardships of her divorced life were my entire fault, and did not (though occasionally was forced to by my situation) want to waste her time accommodating my perceived difficulties. As my life went “up and down” through many transitions, she held her same job, same hours, day-in, day-out with no disruptions or hardships of anywhere near close to what I had to take on. In her mind, since I was the one who was “stupid and irresponsible” enough to do a business start-up and seek a dream, then I deserved everything that happened to me as a result of such failures.
But now, as I embrace the year 2012, having a decade of beautiful hindsight and almost cinematically vivid afterimages of my life as a divorced father and “man”, I realize that the path we often think is the one we are supposed to be on… The one that has the most dedication, the most grit, the-never-let-them-see-you-sweat shouldering of all the responsibilities and preconceived notions of what a “man is” in this modern western world… The one all the movies and great stories of success tell you is the attitude and persistence you should have, the very essence and quality of the man you should be so you can indeed be “all you can be” – can turn out to be merely chasing the reflected illusion of an idea within the languid stillness of a daydreamers pool: ephemeral and illusive.
And I don’t mean that I should not have been chasing the dream of desiring to exhibit and use my skills, my passion, and my purpose, as I saw it, in my business career…I mean that the idea that a man can only be defined by having a career where he is successful and accomplished within the trappings of a nice suit, a sleek vehicle and a fat wallet: I mean, that is the illusion. For that was the one my ex wanted for me before we were divorced, and why, when it did not occur to meet the schedule of her timetable, she divorced me.
And the pervasiveness of the “success dream” was so completely encompassing, that I too wanted what she wanted. I was not just pursing my dream of “fulfilling my passion and sharing my expertise”…I wanted it all just as the programming of society told me I wanted it; and that level of high artifice, that great loftiness of what qualified as the ultimate in being “accepted”, made it a much higher precipice to fall from.
But still, despite my mixed motivations at such pursuits, is it really a failure to reach for the sky and attempt to attain your dreams? Do we really want to teach our children that dreams are fine for TV and movie characters, for the illusion of Hollywood in all its glory…but not for those of us in the “real world”?
The fact is, even having been there, I would rather have tried, encountering all the complexities and frailties that do end up surfacing in seeking any great challenge, than teach them to just stay within the safety of the lines, to stick it out in a dreamless life of sameness and stability, never knowing what it is like to feel the brass ring within your grasp. I want them to know that life is really lived uniquely only by those who seek that which most simply shy away from. I want them to know that the true magic and majesty is reserved for the bold and the courageous, not those who never cross the street against the light.
It does not mean there is only the path of doing a business startup as I did…it could be as simple as wanting to make sure you keep playing that violin, or keep tutoring those kids after your workday is done, or keep painting those quirky pictures. It means you are not staying within the lines that everyone else has painted on the streets of your life.
For that is the key to both success in life and, eventually, simplicity, and joy, in life. We can get so caught up in thinking we know what is best…by listening to everyone except ourselves. And that “listening” is not just through hearing the words of our parents or spouses, or close friends and family, as they advise us on the road to take as they see it; it is, as we are well aware of, but really can’t admit we hear…listening to the “voice” of the larger society outside our door. The one that suggests to us the TV we should buy, the vacation we should take, the logo we should be wearing on our sleeve or our foot. For in truth, “it” suggested everything to us: the kind of person we should date and marry; the kinds of jobs that are acceptable; the products and restaurants that we should visit and consume; and every other possible facet or item in our life…because in its ever present droning, there is nothing left to chance, or more effectively, for us to creatively think about by using our own brain fueled only by the distinctiveness of our own hearts.
In my retrospection, if there are any intense failures in my life that caused me great psychological turmoil and grief, it was not my divorce or my business failures, or the times each week when I was separated from my children, relived over and over again every time I had to drop them off, it is that I fell from the high precipice of being someone who “bought into the system”, a system that I held so dear. And that failure was immense, engulfing, and truly earth shattering. It was by far the hardest challenge I have ever had to overcome.
In looking long and hard at it myself…I eventually came to a personal revelation. My epiphany, cumulating after years of dancing in and out of my contemplation’s, occurred just in the last months of 2011. I realized, as we can get so steeped in pursuing the painted lines of those predefined roles, the ones that feed all those predefined notions, that are grown from all those predefined “do’s and don’ts”, enmeshed within all the complex richness of our constructed personalities…that we forget we are not who we think we are: we are not our manufactured selves. We are just so invested in maintaining the stability of who we think others say we are that we can’t allow ourselves to be anything else but that.
And we are anything but that.
We are, in the end, amazingly what is left after you strip away the jobs, the careers, the clothes, the cars, the restaurants, the toys, and vast other stacks of consumables… When you strip away the consummate expert, the well defined worker, the ever present confidant and colleague, the dutiful mother, the respectable father, the wife, the husband… When you strip away all the roles and all the responsibilities that drive you to rise every morning and have you chart out your to do list every night; what is left is a “you” that you can hardly even relate to. A “you” that can only be found when you take a walk on a silent path that very few venture onto.
That path onto the road less traveled, the road so desolate, as it is now a road immensely well hidden by the mist of society’s constant stream of disheveled and disingenuous distractions. There are hardly any “you’s” on that road, a road of proverbial personal truth and enlightenment so rare that the belief and knowledge that it exists has become such a distant human memory that the idea has virtually lapsed from legend into pure myth. And I do wonder, even in 2012, will many even find this road?
What I found on that road was beyond amazement. It was the essence of pure bliss. And that is why I know that the promise of 2012 is oh so real.
It was the deafening silence delicately held in the air of solitude after hearing the whispering from within my heart that my life was not dictated by anything or anyone. That all those who sought to choose for me what my best path in life should be, what best associations I should be making, what were my best goals, morals and behaviors, that would make me a better man, a better father, a better member of society…all the endless chatter that, now, looking out from within the quiet path, became the mere mists of the true illusions. Now, here, within the quiet simplicity of who-I-really-was, was a relief vaster than the scope of all the oceans.
I travelled that road and it bought me to me: A “being” that has sole, and soul, dictate on how he thinks, and what he does. A person “free” of the conglomeration of constraints that affect us, the ideas, beliefs and concepts that have us thinking we need to be a certain way. When all we really need is to be ourselves.
Granted, it was actually a very challenging journey. A journey that began with a great fall. And there was much tumbling and bouncing upon the path, it was not at all a smooth ride on the road less traveled. It is not at all for the faint of heart…and I guess that is why one seldom sees a fellow traveler these days…
But, I can tell you this, I welcome you on it friend. It is the grandest road you will ever dream of finding should you choose to take it, and in taking it, “May God keep you and bless you, and may the wind always be at your back”.
For I found that the very mind and person I held so dear, the very skills and the expertise I had struggled to attain within the years of maturity and build up to construct the final “who” I thought I was, was simply a collection of traits and abilities that were systematically engendered in me to have me become a cog in the great turning wheels of society…to bend my talents in the direction to best serve the continuation of the “societal species”, which cared not what cause or side I ended up on, but only that I engaged in proper pursuit of activities and behaviors that kept the distracting mist intact and unwavering. It was not really “who’ I was. I was not my mind, not my talents, not my past. Not what “they” would say defined me.
I was simply a free and sovereign divine being of the cosmos. And that was all.
And that was everything.
Within that indefinable definition…was anything and everything I freely chose to express; in the moment or for eternity. It mattered not as long as it mattered only to me.
And what I found then, on that road, was that I could be a very different me. A “me” who could pursue different abilities and skills, who could walk different roads beyond even this one less traveled…a “me” who could be as bold and courageous as bold and courageous could be. And in discovering that I could freely choose…anything, I found that it was within the act of knowing you have the choice that creates the possibility of attaining true joy in one’s life.
There is much to clear out as you walk on this path…and that is what causes all the steep hills and plunging valleys along the winding course of this road…for here, you can’t carry all those notions that hold you back or keep you down.
So what does it all mean for me, traveling this path and seeking the golden era? I get to be a truly genuine father to my children, one who inspires them and is an example of pure integrity of spirit and joy to them: one who teaches them that life is to be lived fully in the moment and not regretted for the past. One who gives them a prime example of the true grit and grandeur of true freedom: forging your own path of the heart is the path to true joy.
As a result of my bravery, my courage to go where the faint voice of the higher self whispered I might consider going, I have newly found, and get to be an amazing beloved soul, and man, to an amazing woman. I get to be the pure essence of a being who brings to the world, all the love and beauty and wisdom of one who knows the true bliss and joy life can bring, who sees all the magic and amazement that life really unfolds for those who can dare to look beyond the mists. That is what it means to me. And that means everything, changes everything and reveals everything.
The only caveat is…It can’t be imagined until you experience it. I am so glad I am.
As I now can embrace the enfoldment of something very new to me: me. And as a result of that acceptance, of choosing mystery and mastery over the known and comfortable, I now get live each day in a constant state of newness and surprise. It is so different from the old path of my life that it is truly unexplainable if you are not also on the same path.
But if you too are wondering about the path less traveled, I can only hope that 2012, in all its glory and promise, can do the same for you.
Espavo, Lak’ech, Namaste.
Be well. Be in Light Work.
P.S.: Because it is so important to clear the stuck energies within us, within even our very cells, spirit asked my Master Teacher, Rev. Christine Meleriessee (and myself) to offer a series of classes to help with the clearing. We are gifting the first class to everyone as this is very timely assistance. Just go to http://lifestationearth.com/page_156.html and download it. It is a 2 hour journey of immense clearing and healing using the assistance of many Christed Consciousness beings called “LEARNING TO EMBRACE THE GOLDEN ENERGIES OF 11:11:11” A journey into the Inner Self through the Chakras and the Rays of God to fully release Fear-Based Feelings and Thinking. If you want to continue with The Work after you hear this class, there are instructions on that same page to sign up for more classes. Blessings on your journey.
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