For many years I have been trying to acquire this stance within my spirituality but sometimes elements just got in the way. Then I fell back and had to crawl up again. Today I realized more fully than before that I am finally learning this lesson.
During my journey to Mt. Shasta and after I have arrived, I have been hit with the panic of possibly not being able to support myself financially fully in this work I have created for the last 20 plus years. If I was still in New Jersey, I definitely would be back in the corporate world temping as that is the way it always happened. My panic took over and I was besieged with fear of not being able to pay the bills.
I won’t say that the fear has not been with me, as it has deeply. The difference is that I am learning to accelerate my body into that 5th dimensional state of being and beyond. It is not just about the lower mind, it is the four lower bodies. Until you reach this state of being you cannot understand how to get out of your own way. In the last couple of weeks since I had the encounter with Merlin in Castle Lake did I really belief that I could let it go and flow with it. This is not an easy task in the world we live in.
I am living in a mountain town with beautiful energies and a place that many would only dream of being. I have created this dream, and I am not going to sabotagge myself in any manner. I have spent too many long years of clearing and expressing my Divinity to acquire this beautiful life. At times, I thought it was supposed to be on another level and not on Earth, but yes, I am activating it now.
Funds are coming towards me for my sessions and people coming out of nowhere assisting me. Individuals that I had no idea were listening to my words and recordings, transcriptions, and material that I put out everywhere on the web. I am amazed every day where the donations are coming from and I am so honored in many ways. I still have bills that need to be paid but the most important ones are getting addressed as they become due. It is not over abundance yet but I do aspire for that to occur. I am getting what I need when I need it. That is the beauty of all of this.
Blessings Number One
Last evening my phone went completely bonkers and I could not even turn it off. A trip was necessary to Redding, California to visit the Verizon store. I did not realize that since the phone was acting up it drained the battery so one of the reps told me she could not help me. Hmmm..well, I had a charger in the car so I went outside and spent 15 minutes charging the phone again. I found out later that she should have assisted me anyway but that was not my issue. When I came back, I was promptly helped by a service technician and it seems, the phone went defunct…Another one needed to be shipped but today being Friday and a Holiday weekend, it would not be till Tuesday before it arrived. I told the gentlemen of my situation and no other phone was available for me so he waived the Saturday delivery charge and alas, I am receiving a phone tomorrow by Fed Ex. Thank heavens for the warranty. I thanked Lord Adama because I knew he fully intervened his energies into allowing this to occur or possibly it was my higher self. Who knows!!
Blessings Number Two
My camera had died right after my friend, Judy, left. I also had a warranty for Best Buy and today I checked it out. It was still available and they are sending it out for repair. If it is not repairable, then it will be replaced. I intend to receive a new camera!!
The reason I am sharing all of this is that I did not panic especially with the phone situation. It was a dire need but I was helped immediately by the Universe. The best part of it was that it did not cost me a thing…!
Being in this remote area has had its challenges with electronics. I am even having challenges at times with my computer acting out and I know it is a direct result of my change in frequencies. I am being worked on by Lord Adama and the Telosians continually. This I know. I have acquired an intense sinus headache in the last 48 hours. Adama came to me and said that I was expanding my Light Body which was affecting my inner frequencies. Living here in Mt. Shasta is quite different than visiting due to the fact that you don’t leave. If I could, I would be leaving all electronics behind. All is turned off when I sleep and not near me at all so I am not being affected. Possibly I am affecting them…!!
I am ready for all of this. I am enjoying the fact that I created this dream and that in each moment there will be challenges. Allowing myself to stay out of the lower frequencies will help me to acquire exactly what I desire to manifest. I have seen it happen so clearly.
Blessings Number Three
As I was driving back to Mt. Shasta through the Shasta Forest, I was listening to John Lennon’s song, “Love”.
Love is real, real is love,
Love is feeling, feeling love,
Love is wanting to be loved.
Love is touch, touch is love,
Love is reaching, reaching love,
Love is asking to be loved.
Love is you,
You and me,
Love is knowing,
We can be.
Love is free, free is love,
Love is living, living love,
Love is needing to be loved.
As I was listening, the view of Mt. Shasta came up around the bend. I felt the energies of all of the Beings that are working with me. I felt our Oneness with each other as I listened to the words “Love is free, free is love.” I cannot explain what it is like to feel their loving embrace and whispers of love within my ears. Their love was so very strong and in these moments, I am eternally grateful that I have created this dream.
A friend wrote to me this evening and asked me if I felt lonely. “No,” I replied. I was more alone in NJ with people around me but not being in the right space. I have found home again within my Heart. There are too many beings around me to feel lonely. I Am Loved.
I plan to keep this dream alive every moment as I live within these moments even when they become challenging.
In Expressions of Oneness,
Rev. Christine Meleriessee