We are in a state of complete change as the New Year truly is showing to us individually that it is time to fully embrace all that we hold dear within our lives.   As we are changing in each moment, those elements within our lives can shift with each moving tide.  2012 promises to show us all of these parts of ourselves if we are willing to stand in the Winds of Change.

We are now past the middle of the month, and I truly have experienced many levels of growth since the beginning.  As I have shared previously, having a male counterpart in my spiritual work is truly shifting my focus deeply through surrender but also embracing new elements that come into my direction.  Our weekly calls have increased with the energies due to the fact that I have been able to relax about the technical part of the calls.  I have totally embraced these parts of myself.  What I did not realize was how much I would have to take stock of where I was before and where I am now in my pathway due to another person joining the team.  This has been a very personal and professional change in the way I conduct myself.  And it has not come without many moments of reflection, deep connection to Spirit to reassess myself, and make the necessary changes.

We are embarking upon a new way of Being in 2012, and I believe many of us do not even realize it.  In the words of Lord Sananda “Every human being upon this planet is being affected with a new awareness even if they are not consciously accepting it”.  This is very profound for planetary development as we are all transpiring into higher levels of thinking within our physical vehicles.  The most important part is this, “What are you doing about it”.  It is very important for each of us to keep moving ourselves into more reflections of our soul’s essence and not be so concerned with the physical conditioning that we have held dear within our lives.  This year gives us this ability to make the changes necessary within the deep acceleration that is necessary for planetary development.  There is no mistake about it ~ we are moving towards the New Earth consciousness but that’s what it is right now ~ A Consciousness.

Deeply ingrained within us is the ability to fully intuit the Love that we all desire.  It is within our Soul’s Essence and has been designed for it to be our focus this lifetime.  Many upon the planet are looking with the Love Consciousness and expanding it to others.  But what happens if you don’t feel it and cannot express it within yourself.  Ahhh, that is the key ~ Within Ourselves.  As we start to feel the essence of expanding love within, it grows like wildflower through our Being, the Physical, Emotional, and Mental levels.  But deep within those levels there can be parts of our-self that are resistant to the full exposure of love in our Beings.  This is our Key ~ Moving Forward Through the Process.  The other element that we need to look at is our past timelines or past lives we have endured.  Our cellular memory or structure holds all of these elements deeply within that level and until an individual fully moves through the first four bodies of the Physical, Etheric, Emotional, and Mental levels it cannot be fully achieved.  It is through this process that we become fully integrated and then the Spiritual Body or Higher Self can fully integrate within the physical vehicle.  This is when the Cellular Level is fully awakened as every person needs the assistance of their Higher Self or Soul’s Essence to get through those processes.  This is when an individual will fully be expressing the Love Quotient within their fully integrated body and be able to move through the Inter-Dimensional Process.

This is the stage that we are experiencing presently in this magnificent year of change.  We are being guided by the Universe and all of the unseen beings of Light to help us through these stages.  Believe me, this is not an easy process and can be more challenging for certain individuals.  Those of us that have been on this path for over a decade or more will find it easier but it does get like an old hat that you just want to put away.  Those that are newer on the path will find that it is very trying on the physical body as the integrations will work through the bodily structures at a very amazing rate.  But the most important part of this process is to totally understand within yourself how to get through it and some people have a hard time in realizing these elements within them.

For me it is still challenging in many ways but knowing how to process the changes has helped my acceleration.  I have been doing this work for over two decades and close to three.  My body has been accustomed to the light energies since 1990 and I have been able to get through it at a slower pace.  My acceleration truly transpired in 2000 in which I was catapulted due to the ascension work of Dr. Joshua David Stone.  I have always been one that walks the path fully and then I can share with others my experiences in hope that someone will benefit from my trials of fire, to say the least.  2012 has brought us to a new existence as we are all preparing for the New Earth, Terra Christa.  Many that know me understand that this has been my pathway for several years ~ teaching others about the New Earth and experiencing it first-hand.  What I always believed is now coming to fruition but it does not come easily.

In order for each of us to aspire to the higher frequencies of the 5^th dimension we need to access it fully within our bodies.  We will incorporate 22 chakras overlighting the first seven chakras as they blend together.  Those of us that have decided to make this walk have been prepared for eons of time.  Mastership is something our souls know very well but we just have to let the body embrace it.  This is the challenge.  Until we learn to surrender onto each process we are experiencing we cannot fully accept the balance of the four-body system.  There are timelines that need to be acknowledged through this process as we are not only releasing the old but we are embracing the essential part of our Soul’s Essence in the many gifts and wisdom we have shared through the ages.  We are becoming Inter-Dimensional Beings of Light.

What prompted this writing today were several thoughts I have been having.  One, being since the year began many are feeling the intensity of each moment; secondly, my pathway is changing and within that I have had to make adjustments to that fact.  It has taken me many years to aspire to greatness within my spiritual work.  I spent many years in the corporate world and facilitating groups and sessions on a part-time basis.  That changed two years ago when I was laid-off and was able to concentrate full time on the love of my life, my spiritual teachings for myself and others.  Since arriving in Mt. Shasta more changes have happened, and I have had to adjust myself in each moment.  I have always been one that looks deep within when something does not feel right as I don’t sit in the pain or lower energies anymore.  I have acquired this ability through my shamanic teachings for several years, but Mt. Shasta truly has been the deciding factor.  Whatever sits with you here in a lower frequency, can hold you down, and until you look at it, it will not go away.  I take this as a beautiful gift I have received.  As the work has changed, I have changed deeply.  There can be no other way for me.  Within those elements are the aspects that have kept me from not being successful.  I am honored that I have received a partner that has given me the ability to look deeper within myself as we have had many timelines together and some of these stopped me from my full potential.  Others have brought me amazing gifts.  It has always been about my ability to rise to the highest occasion and find my strength within.  He has helped me to do so by allowing me to relax.

In the last 48 hours I was going through more elements that have been lodged deep within my cellular structure.  We went to the mineral baths yesterday in which you do three rounds of the bath, sauna, and cold shower (or creek weather permitting).  I realized as soon as I arrived that there was deep sadness.  As each of us separate during the process, I was able to connect with Lady Isis deeply along with my shamanic teacher and guide, No Eyes, and Quan Yin.  There were many levels of darkness that I have allowed to stay within me because in other timelines I was too powerful and they were put upon me.  It does not matter where they came from, just that they needed to be removed.  It took me the whole 90 minutes to process it all but in the end I walked away with an accelerated essence within me that contained my inner power, strength, and ability to be completely successful in all my endeavors.  Then I awoke this morning with anger and more conflictions so I took the time to do a meditation to travel to my Soul Temple in which I received the guidance of what was happening.  More had been cleared out inter-dimensionally during my sleep but then the remembrance happened within my physical essence which needed to be cleared.  I fully removed it all and walked into the temple with sparkles of light spinning all around me.  I am now ready for the next phase of my journey.  The experiences that Mt. Shasta has given me cannot match any other space of  living as it is here that I am experiencing a 5th dimensional frequency on a continual basis.  I thank the beautiful vortex of magic I receive every day from Dearest Shasta.

In summation what I want to convey is that it is essentially important for each of us to do this walk on all levels.  We are not just going to appear on Terra Christa by consciously feeling the love, but to fully embody it within our physical vehicles in all the levels.  This takes work but we also have the gift of 2012 as it is giving us the accelerated energies to do so.  It is a beautiful time to be on this planet and to fully remember your essence as it should be.  I am very grateful for all of my experiences, good and bad as they have molded me to be who I Am today.

In Expressions of Oneness,

Lady Meleriessee

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Attaining simplicity in life is a bit rarer than we normally realize.  I was unaware of how complicated my “simple” life was.  It is “finally” 2012, and as I reflect on most of the last decade, where I was quite steeped in my “normal” lifestyle, I just can’t help but wonder if we are all going to be going through an “awakening” like I did at some point over the next few years…after all, 2012 is the start of the “Golden Era” is it not, and we just can’t remain as “simple” as I was…

Over the past 10 years I held a succession of jobs that could be demanding.  I also, as a divorcee, had a long hour drive to see my children two or three times a week, and every other week on one of those visits to see them, I drove them the hour back to my dwelling so they could spend the weekend with me.  I also had to care for my ailing mother and, occasionally, had some rarer free time to spend with my friends, and it left “no time” for a relationship for me, or even much time for dating.

What I did not realize, as I went about my daily living, being responsive to all those around me who needed and demanded my allegiance and abilities, was that I was, in the words of the 1977 Paul Simon song, “Slip sliding away, slip sliding away. You know the nearer your destination, the more you slip sliding away”.

I was doing what I thought everyone else did: pursue their lives to the best they can within a balance of competing demands and restrictive circumstances.  I did not, upon the event of my unanticipated divorce, simply take the easy path that many modern fathers do, and take a “hands-off” role in the raising of my children once their mother declared, (with a court system predisposed to agree) that she would be the primary care giver.  Instead I vowed to myself that I would not allow her dysfunctions to derail my life; I would, having already committed to doing a new business venture, continue to make my dream of having a career as fulfilling as I had finally learned it could be after decades of seeking, and still be a loving and dedicated father to my kids.

But a few years of “divorcedom” later, after an unsuccessful bid at the high level startup and a follow-up last ditch go at doing network marketing sales to salvage the “bottom of the ninth – two strikes two outs” episode of my life, I was significantly derailed.

Though my career was non-existent, my dedication to my two boys was ever present.  Sometimes I was doing a business trip or function, but I did not miss a birthday, a recital, or a holiday, and made most all of their sporting events.  And even when I found myself working well below my former “corporate management level” status and income, and faced great challenges in making sure I was there for them, I maintained a firm stability for them.  This despite an ex-wife who felt the hardships of her divorced life were my entire fault, and did not (though occasionally was forced to by my situation) want to waste her time accommodating my perceived difficulties.  As my life went “up and down” through many transitions, she held her same job, same hours, day-in, day-out with no disruptions or hardships of anywhere near close to what I had to take on.  In her mind, since I was the one who was “stupid and irresponsible” enough to do a business start-up and seek a dream, then I deserved everything that happened to me as a result of such failures.

But now, as I embrace the year 2012, having a decade of beautiful hindsight and almost cinematically vivid afterimages of my life as a divorced father and “man”, I realize that the path we often think is the one we are supposed to be on…  The one that has the most dedication, the most grit, the-never-let-them-see-you-sweat shouldering of all the responsibilities and preconceived notions of what a “man is” in this modern western world…  The one all the movies and great stories of success tell you is the attitude and persistence you should have, the very essence and quality of the man you should be so you can indeed be “all you can be” – can turn out to be merely chasing the reflected illusion of an idea within the languid stillness of a daydreamers pool: ephemeral and illusive.

And I don’t mean that I should not have been chasing the dream of desiring to exhibit and use my skills, my passion, and my purpose, as I saw it, in my business career…I mean that the idea that a man can only be defined by having a career where he is successful and accomplished within the trappings of a nice suit, a sleek vehicle and a fat wallet: I mean, that is the illusion.  For that was the one my ex wanted for me before we were divorced, and why, when it did not occur to meet the schedule of her timetable, she divorced me.

And the pervasiveness of the “success dream” was so completely encompassing, that I too wanted what she wanted.  I was not just pursing my dream of “fulfilling my passion and sharing my expertise”…I wanted it all just as the programming of society told me I wanted it; and that level of high artifice, that great loftiness of what qualified as the ultimate in being “accepted”, made it a much higher precipice to fall from.

But still, despite my mixed motivations at such pursuits, is it really a failure to reach for the sky and attempt to attain your dreams?  Do we really want to teach our children that dreams are fine for TV and movie characters, for the illusion of Hollywood in all its glory…but not for those of us in the “real world”?

The fact is, even having been there, I would rather have tried, encountering all the complexities and frailties that do end up surfacing in seeking any great challenge, than teach them to just stay within the safety of the lines, to stick it out in a dreamless life of sameness and stability, never knowing what it is like to feel the brass ring within your grasp.  I want them to know that life is really lived uniquely only by those who seek that which most simply shy away from.  I want them to know that the true magic and majesty is reserved for the bold and the courageous, not those who never cross the street against the light.

It does not mean there is only the path of doing a business startup as I did…it could be as simple as wanting to make sure you keep playing that violin, or keep tutoring those kids after your workday is done, or keep painting those quirky pictures.  It means you are not staying within the lines that everyone else has painted on the streets of your life.

For that is the key to both success in life and, eventually, simplicity, and joy, in life.  We can get so caught up in thinking we know what is best…by listening to everyone except ourselves.  And that “listening” is not just through hearing the words of our parents or spouses, or close friends and family, as they advise us on the road to take as they see it; it is, as we are well aware of, but really can’t admit we hear…listening to the “voice” of the larger society outside our door.  The one that suggests to us the TV we should buy, the vacation we should take, the logo we should be wearing on our sleeve or our foot.  For in truth, “it” suggested everything to us: the kind of person we should date and marry; the kinds of jobs that are acceptable; the products and restaurants that we should visit and consume; and every other possible facet or item in our life…because in its ever present droning, there is nothing left to chance, or more effectively, for us to creatively think about by using our own brain fueled only by the distinctiveness of our own hearts.

In my retrospection, if there are any intense failures in my life that caused me great psychological turmoil and grief, it was not my divorce or my business failures, or the times each week when I was separated from my children, relived over and over again every time I had to drop them off, it is that I fell from the high precipice of being someone who “bought into the system”, a system that I held so dear.  And that failure was immense, engulfing, and truly earth shattering.  It was by far the hardest challenge I have ever had to overcome.

In looking long and hard at it myself…I eventually came to a personal revelation.  My epiphany, cumulating after years of dancing in and out of my contemplation’s, occurred just in the last months of 2011.  I realized, as we can get so steeped in pursuing the painted lines of those predefined roles, the ones that feed all those predefined notions, that are grown from all those predefined “do’s and don’ts”, enmeshed within all the complex richness of our constructed personalities…that we forget we are not who we think we are: we are not our manufactured selves.  We are just so invested in maintaining the stability of who we think others say we are that we can’t allow ourselves to be anything else but that.

And we are anything but that.

We are, in the end, amazingly what is left after you strip away the jobs, the careers, the clothes, the cars, the restaurants, the toys, and vast other stacks of consumables… When you strip away the consummate expert, the well defined worker, the ever present confidant and colleague, the dutiful mother, the respectable father, the wife, the husband…   When you strip away all the roles and all the responsibilities that drive you to rise every morning and have you chart out your to do list every night; what is left is a “you” that you can hardly even relate to.  A “you” that can only be found when you take a walk on a silent path that very few venture onto.

That path onto the road less traveled, the road so desolate, as it is now a road immensely well hidden by the mist of society’s constant stream of disheveled and disingenuous distractions.  There are hardly any “you’s” on that road, a road of proverbial personal truth and enlightenment so rare that the belief and knowledge that it exists has become such a distant human memory that the idea has virtually lapsed from legend into pure myth.  And I do wonder, even in 2012, will many even find this road?

What I found on that road was beyond amazement.  It was the essence of pure bliss.  And that is why I know that the promise of 2012 is oh so real.

It was the deafening silence delicately held in the air of solitude after hearing the whispering from within my heart that my life was not dictated by anything or anyone.  That all those who sought to choose for me what my best path in life should be, what best associations I should be making, what were my best goals, morals and behaviors, that would make me a better man, a better father, a better member of society…all the endless chatter that, now, looking out from within the quiet path, became the mere mists of the true illusions.  Now, here, within the quiet simplicity of who-I-really-was, was a relief vaster than the scope of all the oceans.

I travelled that road and it bought me to me:  A “being” that has sole, and soul, dictate on how he thinks, and what he does.  A person “free” of the conglomeration of constraints that affect us, the ideas, beliefs and concepts that have us thinking we need to be a certain way.  When all we really need is to be ourselves.

Granted, it was actually a very challenging journey.  A journey that began with a great fall.  And there was much tumbling and bouncing upon the path, it was not at all a smooth ride on the road less traveled.  It is not at all for the faint of heart…and I guess that is why one seldom sees a fellow traveler these days…

But, I can tell you this, I welcome you on it friend.  It is the grandest road you will ever dream of finding should you choose to take it, and in taking it, “May God keep you and bless you, and may the wind always be at your back”.

For I found that the very mind and person I held so dear, the very skills and the expertise I had struggled to attain within the years of maturity and build up to construct the final “who” I thought I was, was simply a collection of traits and abilities that were systematically engendered in me to have me become a cog in the great turning wheels of society…to bend my talents in the direction to best serve the continuation of the “societal species”, which cared not what cause or side I ended up on, but only that I engaged in proper pursuit of activities and behaviors that kept the distracting mist intact and unwavering.  It was not really “who’ I was.  I was not my mind, not my talents, not my past. Not what “they” would say defined me.

I was simply a free and sovereign divine being of the cosmos.  And that was all.

And that was everything.

Within that indefinable definition…was anything and everything I freely chose to express; in the moment or for eternity.  It mattered not as long as it mattered only to me.

And what I found then, on that road, was that I could be a very different me.  A “me” who could pursue different abilities and skills, who could walk different roads beyond even this one less traveled…a “me” who could be as bold and courageous as bold and courageous could be.  And in discovering that I could freely choose…anything, I found that it was within the act of knowing you have the choice that creates the possibility of attaining true joy in one’s life.

There is much to clear out as you walk on this path…and that is what causes all the steep hills and plunging valleys along the winding course of this road…for here, you can’t carry all those notions that hold you back or keep you down.

So what does it all mean for me, traveling this path and seeking the golden era?  I get to be a truly genuine father to my children, one who inspires them and is an example of pure integrity of spirit and joy to them: one who teaches them that life is to be lived fully in the moment and not regretted for the past.  One who gives them a prime example of the true grit and grandeur of true freedom: forging your own path of the heart is the path to true joy.

As a result of my bravery, my courage to go where the faint voice of the higher self whispered I might consider going, I have newly found, and get to be an amazing beloved soul, and man, to an amazing woman.  I get to be the pure essence of a being who brings to the world, all the love and beauty and wisdom of one who knows the true bliss and joy life can bring, who sees all the magic and amazement that life really unfolds for those who can dare to look beyond the mists.  That is what it means to me.  And that means everything, changes everything and reveals everything.

The only caveat is…It can’t be imagined until you experience it.  I am so glad I am.

As I now can embrace the enfoldment of something very new to me: me.  And as a result of that acceptance, of choosing mystery and mastery over the known and comfortable, I now get live each day in a constant state of newness and surprise.  It is so different from the old path of my life that it is truly unexplainable if you are not also on the same path.

But if you too are wondering about the path less traveled, I can only hope that 2012, in all its glory and promise, can do the same for you.

Espavo, Lak’ech, Namaste.

Be well. Be in Light Work.

-Mike Hayden

P.S.: Because it is so important to clear the stuck energies within us, within even our very cells, spirit asked my Master Teacher, Rev. Christine Meleriessee (and myself) to offer a series of classes to help with the clearing. We are gifting the first class to everyone as this is very timely assistance. Just go to http://lifestationearth.com/page_156.html and download it. It is a 2 hour journey of immense clearing and healing using the assistance of many Christed Consciousness beings called “LEARNING TO EMBRACE THE GOLDEN ENERGIES OF 11:11:11” A journey into the Inner Self through the Chakras and the Rays of God to fully release Fear-Based Feelings and Thinking. If you want to continue with The Work after you hear this class, there are instructions on that same page to sign up for more classes. Blessings on your journey.

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Through the years of reading and writing, listening, and meditating, and channeling hours of information, we hear the words “Your Higher Self Needs to be Integrated Fully within the Physical  Body to accept your I AM Presence.”

As a student and teacher of Ascension for about 20 years, I truly thought I understood this process but yet I knew deeply within me that there was more to the whole existence of our Higher Selves within the Physical.  I studied deeply and worked diligently with meditations, ascension work, and lots of healing on many levels to fully release debris that was running through my Being for eons of time.  Several years ago I knew I had integrated my higher self within my chakra system and thought that was it.  I had fully activated my I AM Presence and I was integrated with the Cosmic Great Central Sun energies of Divine Mother and Father God.  That activation took me two years to get used to creating within me.  I became very ungrounded for several years and it took quite a bit of work to stay within this 3D world.

I was guided to arrive in Mt. Shasta in the late summer days and felt my life would change drastically.   Of course, I did not realize the extent that it would do so.  I was in the land of Magic and Magic is what I have been about for a very long time.  I felt at peace and at One with myself.  So I thought….

My friend, Mike, arrived and stayed for three weeks.  He decided he wanted to come back as we had a partnership to work on together.  When Lord Adama told me that we would be working together, I had no idea what was in store for me personally.  It has been a dream come true for Meleriessee.  Christine needed to make room for her and it was not so easy to do.

While Mike was here for five weeks, the intensity of our moments cannot be explained in words.  One would have to actually experience them for themselves as I believe it is very personal.  For me, as I have shared in the previous blogs, I truly embraced all elements that were shown to me.

I have learned to trust myself, to release the blockages that kept me stuck, to love myself deeply as a Goddess and a woman in sensuality and sexuality, to be freer with my speech in love and compassion, to speak up clearly when something needs to be said even if it is the most vulnerable moment in your life, to fully trust another, and last but not least, to SURRENDER IT ALL.  As a woman who has been very independent and on her own for 20 years, surrendering all of these elements is scary to say the least.  I have had many moments of tears and not knowing where I was going.  I went on the advice of all the Lady Masters and Ascended Master Beings who shared with me and Mike what we needed to do.  In order to have the full reflection of our highest essence, there cannot be anything that stops it from being so in any moment.  What do you receive in return?  COMPLETE BLISS WITHIN….The Masters of the Ages have talked about it for centuries.  Being At One with God and feeling that peace within completely and without reservation.

As a human in the third dimensional Western World, this is not always easy.  As one who has studied and learned deeply through self expression and listening to others, I have aspired to greatness within me.  I thank Dr. Joshua David Stone immensely because without his work, I would not be writing at this time about these moments.  I deeply delved into all of it.

So when it was time for me to fully surrender onto the Lady Masters and my new male partner, I knew within myself that it was my only choice.  My pathway has always been the High Road.  I will not accept anything else and it reflects my relationships completely.  Many have come and gone in my life but I am deeply assured within myself that I am now reaping the rewards that are way overdue in my life.

When it was time for Mike to leave for the holidays, I was beside myself.  I knew I had chosen to be inMt.Shastabut we spent 24 hours a day together doing this work and I fully surrendering everything onto him.  I became scared and when I do this, I want to isolate.  I wanted to run so bad so I would not have to face anything.  One such night I felt these feelings before he was leaving.  It was not about him, but me.  If I surrendered all to him and something happened that I would have to take care of personally, how would I be.  Would my male essence completely take over again? They came flooding out of me ~ I wanted to die, to leave the Earth, and to be in Spirit.  These are all words I have felt so many times over and over again in my transformation of many years.  I knew that I was l literally dying.  I have to thank Mike for his compassion because without it, I would not have done as well through the process.  In a flicker of a moment I heard, Christine say, “Goodbye, Meleriessee, I am leaving.  It is time.”  I felt the old self leave the body and fully allowing Meleriessee to take residence in the lower legs.  No longer was she just in the chakras but fully in my Earth Star.  It was an amazing moment for of exhilaration but yet, sadness.  Christine endured so much and the pain she had needed to leave ~ so there she went.

I was given a lesson in awareness of being alone. I had an emergency where I almost had a flat tire 60 miles away fromMt.Shastaafter driving on a mountain highway.  I was protected and that tire could have blown on the road.  But it did not.  And, I found a tire shop to have it replaced.  I did not struggle with the issue or panic as I have done in the past.  I knew that my surrendering the male essence then put me in a balanced state.  It truly was a great gift I received from Spirit.

The Lady Masters allowed this to be so for me.  I know could fully embody my Highest Essence in the totality of my physical existence.  But now I needed to fully integrate it all and allow it to be grounded.

There is aBuddhistTempleinMt.Shastaknown as the Shasta Abbey.  I felt a deep pull to attend their Christmas Eve ceremony which would be different in which Quan Yin was directing me deeply.  The night before I chose to go to Stewart Mineral Springs and do their mineral baths of soaking in the bath, with a sauna, and a quick rinse (usually in the creek but it was frozen, thank heavens).  The bath segment really released the rest of the toxins in my cellular level that allowed me to fully clear the extra debris within those levels.  I was greatly affected by the baths.

On Christmas Eve I went to the Abbey and was met by one of the monks at the gate.  The complex was huge (13 acres) as she guided me to the Ceremonial Hall.  I definitely felt like I was experiencing one of my excursions to the Golden Cities in our New Earth Circle of Light calls.  She showed me a shrine of where the woman who started the Abbey was buried.  I walked around it and felt her essence come to me.

The ceremony itself was very strict with the monks coming into the hall singing.  Members of the congregation read scripts which represented Enlightenment.  Everything that was recited really resonated with all I have gone through my entire life with judgments, karma, and rebirth.  I felt the essence of Lord Buddha strongly as I looked at a beautiful shrine on the altar which was all lit in gold and about 15 feet in diameter.  Quan Yin was very prevalent as I was remembering a lifetime I had experienced with her essence.  There were moments of tears which were not sadness but truly acceptance.  It was exactly were I needed to be on this day.

Christmas morning I had scheduled a teleconference with some of the individuals on our calls and Mike saved the day.  He called in, thank heavens, as I was still running around the Inner plane for another 30 minutes.  That was divinely orchestrated also as he had the chance to channel some energies for everyone.  After the call, I went out to take a walk.  I had breakfast first and a very interesting encounter with a very special being of Light.  A gentleman with blondish hair and a cap on sat in front of me expressly intending to talk with me the entire time.  The conversation was all about metaphysics and his energy was quite intense.  He had beautiful blue eyes and I was thinking, “Okay is this a Light Being, a Master, or just a regular guy inMt.Shasta.”  He shared many elements about intergalactics, Telos, Adama, other dimensions as the list went on and on.

I went on my way and he emphatically told me “You have a very MAGICAL day.”  I knew at that point that he was someone very important.  I went down to Siskiyou Lake and walked through the woods.  On my way back I felt a huge surge of electrical energies and immediately saw Lord Adama.  I stopped as I knew what was happening.  He was showing me that he was the gentleman in the restaurant.  I said “NO”, and he said “YES”.  I became so emotional and felt so amazed that I was gifted on this day with Lord Adama’s presence for my Christmas morning.  I felt so very blessed.  This was the second time in my life that Lord Adama had decided to meet me in the physical.  The first was over ten years ago at a Wesak Ceremony here in Shasta.

My week has been very interesting, and my work is very powerful on a personal basis.  I was asked to work with Jeshua (Jesus) in Telos for the week.  I spent the first day almost sleeping for four hours and my nights have been strange.  Being alone has been a challenge but I chose this pathway so it is all happening for a reason.  Yesterday the feelings were very intense.  There is another twist to this story ~ New Year’s Eve is my birthday and I was feeling the aloneness. Lord Adama and the Team of Light have specifically asked Mike and I to be quarantined from many people due to the frequencies we have been undergoing.  So my stay here alone is very isolating.

Yesterday morning Jeshua talked with me in my meditation and told me that my pathway is no longer of the third dimensional world.  It was important for me to let go of the old ways of being even though they were emotional to me.  I was being guided to do so much more and that was why I was alone.  I then was gifted to know about my role in his life during the lifetime of Jesus.  I am not ready to share this information presently as it is still very raw with me.  What did happen for me is an awareness of why my life has been the way it has and why it is moving into a completely different scenario than I ever imagined it could be.

Next week Mike will be returning and we will continue with the calls, the work, and our connections with one another.  Meleriessee is now completely within my body and I am still trying to get used to that.  I will always be Christine.  My mother chose to name me Christine because of the holidays but I now know there is much more to this story and timeline for me.  It has helped me to realize that there is so much occurring for each of us in all of our timelines.  It is a time to fully remember our essence of who we truly ARE.  Not what we think we should be.

Life is very different for me and it is a fairytale.  Like many of you, I came from great dysfunction, and I healed from it deeply.  I thank all of that dysfunction as it helped me to grow into the woman I am today.  I thank all the individuals for coming into my life ~ good and not so good ~ as they have molded me to be whom I AM NOW.

Tomorrow I will be starting anew on my birthday.  Every other year I went to the beach in South Jersey for a sunrise ceremony, and this year I am in Mt. Shasta.  Meleriessee will have her first birthday celebration in the mountains which is something I have never done before.  I was sad a couple of days ago but today I am elated with my newly created life that my Soul’s Essence has chosen to live.  It is exciting as I have love deeply within myself and with another that is beyond my wildest dreams.

I hope that 2012 is just as special for each of you as we all walk together onto the New Earth.

In deep love and blessings,

I AM Lady Meleriessee Christine

This pathway that I have chosen is something that Christine being in the physical would never have accepted.  Without the accelerations and the ability to fully tap into my highest essence in my daily life I do not think I would have the accessibility to create everything that has happened.

Let’s face it ~ we all want to be full in the Core of our Hearts but with the physical mind and humanness that we deal with these elements of change are very tedious and at times seem almost so debilitating to our physical essence.  As many know, my pathway has always been on the ascended mastership level and I am at home with Spirit on the Innerplane.  What I have experienced is miraculous, and I thank myself every day for each moment.  Especially the moments that have been extremely challenging.

I knew that walking through these doorways of accepting the Lady Masters into my life would be life changing, but never in my wildest dreams did I think that I would receive the Core of my Being fully activated.  I share all of this with you because it is possible for each individual to experience these elements within our physical existence.  But there has to be deep work that is being done for it to be fully realized within our physical existence.  This is what the New Earth consciousness is so much about ~ walking through these doorways physically with our newly founded essences.

I was then gifted with Lady Nada who helped me to see my full divinity within me.  I needed to allow myself to be fully devoted to my own cause.  Without all of these aspects of the Lady Masters within ourselves individually, we cannot do the walk that they have done.  We talk about giving forth these elements onto others but in the deepness of our own healing, it is imperative to fully activate the parts of themselves that they give so freely onto our own Beings.  If I learned nothing else from this pathway, this is the main course.  Giving to myself is giving to others as the reflection within me grows outside of me.  Lady Nada gave me the devotional worship that I needed and cherished within myself as a woman, as a Goddess, and as a bringer of Light onto this world. We, the women of this Earth, are the initiators and need to express it within ourselves so that we can share it onto others, especially to the men that are becoming more fully aware of their own part in the scheme of the balancing act of the Yin and the Yang.  If I learn to fully respect myself, then I cannot help to share it with another.  It is all those elements we hold so deeply within that are our protective mechanisms that keep us stuck from the full essence that we truly need to embody.

Lady Nada showed me so much and continues to do so this day.  Her essence became my essence and shall never leave me as all the Ladies have done.  But I have a deep connection with my soul onto her as she was Mary Magdalene.  I did not know how deep this connection grew until very recently, but it truly has shown me this pathway that I am walking upon.  We, as women, from times long ago, either are afraid of their own sexuality or over abuse it.  We are not in balance and Lady Nada shares the essence of our own sensuality and sexuality within us along with Lady Isis.  These two ladies have helped me the most to adore myself completely and without judgment of lack of perfection in the physical creation of my body.  I was then able to move through my day as if my feet were light as a feather and could allude an awareness of pureness and joy through my movements.  It is not about boasting or the ego as that is gone; it is about the inner reflection and how I project my own essence onto the world.  They showed me so much through this process.  It was also a time when I was ready to trust myself and have others around me accept that trust.  Without those elements, again, I would not be writing these words to you.

Lady Portia then showed her essence onto me and gave me ACCEPTANCE of everything I had been experiencing.  I was not dreaming and it was actually happening.  I saw how the relationship and friendship I was experiencing in my life was changing due to my own inner insecurities being removed and accepting my newfound essence as Meleriessee in my physical existence.  How can it not be any other way?

The other element is how it was affected my work.  Michael became my partner and he introduced the energies on each of the calls, he took care of the technical connection which allowed me to relax and prepare for the channeling that I would bring forth.  Many noticed a dramatic improvement in my expressions of the information.  The frequencies became higher and I finally had allowed the male essence to take a step downwards and fully blend with the female essence of projecting the light vibrations onto others.

From this point forward others came to us:  The Elohim Masters of the Seven Rays integrated their energies into both of us, Helios and Vesta asked to be conduits along with the Pleidians, Telosians, and many other light beings.  The list goes on and on and continues at this point.  We know that it is probably never-ending, and we are here to assist many others that will be going through the same processes.

We are still being integrated.  At this time, Mike is in the East with his children for the holidays and I have experienced an amazing journey on my own which I will share in the next blog.  It is much too important and needs to be expressed on its own.  It is the enfoldment of Meleriessee completely within the body of Christine.

I thank you for walking with me during this time, and am here to assist you if you are going through similar processes.  Each of us will be doing so as we are preparing to fully live in the 5^th dimensional state of consciousness.

In Expressions of Oneness,

I AM Lady Meleriessee

This  journey that I have decided to embark upon is one that is very personal but yet, I feel very important for others to see that it can be done.  The outer reflection of what I am feeling presently cannot be measured by words or thoughts, but fully walking upon the pathway each of us chooses.

It is now at the end of the year and I want to recap what has occurred so that others can fully understand and accept their own choices in each moment.  So my story will be shortened in order to give a recap of some of the moments that occurred but that does not mean it is lessened in any way, shape, or form.  What I was able to acquire is beyond my wildest dreams but the walk that I had to do was in no means easy to do so.  It is with great reflection that I write these words as they are truly deep within my own essence of Meleriessee as she is now fully embodied within my physical existence.  Each of these elements that I created and walked through are just as important as the previous or the next.  They are all stepping stones in what I was able to create for myself completely within my physical vehicle.

The foundation of this journey has been almost 30 years of hard work and toil of looking deeply within myself to fully combat the negativity and lack of faith I had within myself.  I take full responsibility for all that I encountered and my soul created each moment before and during my birth onto this Earth as Christine.  This could never had been achieved without a wonderful mother whom I have just realized had more of a major part of this pathway than I thought within her Soul’s Essence and a father who challenged me in more ways than I can imagine.  I thank both of them for being there in the pain, the sorrow, and the joy; thereby, allowing me to have the great courage I would need to walk through these doorways of darkness into the light that I Am now.

In my previous writing I shared how Quan Yin had come to me to express the compassion I needed to express within myself.  During this writing I will share with you the other Lady Masters that did the same for me.  Each of them is honored greatly, and they are fully embodied within my essence.  It has taken me quite some time to fully realize within me the magnificence of what I have experienced and how the enfoldment of the Goddess that I Am has taken on new meaning for me.

Lady Lakshmi was the next essence to share onto me her beautiful movement within her Being.  I always loved Lakshmi when I channeled her as she brought to me such fluidness and always moved my arms around the room as if I could fly away.  This was the stage of growth that was so much fun to me.  I now was able to just fling my arms around and say “I am moving, I am fluid, I am flying like the wind”.  It was a wonderful expression to have within me.  Whatever appeared for me in those days, I could just dance around the room and be totally free.  This is not something I have done very well in the past.  I have always been very serious and found it difficult to laugh at myself.  Lakshmi showed me that there is nothing too serious that cannot be played with although in its moments seriousness has a major role within our lives.  Expressing myself in this way was new and different especially with a male friend right by my side.  I now was fully sharing myself in a way that none other had experienced.  The depth of what happened to me cannot be explained.  It is like an open wound and that wound needs to heal; it will not heal until all the excess debris is fully removed.  How do we as women show ourselves to a male friend and not feel as if we are being judged?  That is a difficult one to handle but yet in that expression, each of these Lady Masters then incorporated their energies onto him, and it was his turn to see his own expressiveness.

We were on quite a journey with each other that neither of us expected.  As I integrated each of these ladies of the Light, they then imparted onto him as it could not be helped.  We shared our energies through our eyes and touch each morning.  We had a strong foundation as friends but yet both of us had our own issues.  Me, being, the emotional one, always brought up my feelings and usually cried through the process.  He had a way of helping me understand with his male essence through my mental level.  At this point, I was told to completely surrender my male essence onto him and he would be there to assist me.  Well, for a woman who is completely independent for many years and have had to exist on her own, do not think this was easy.  But something within me told me there was no other way.  In order for me to survive and allow the essence of my inner self to be realized, surrender was my middle name at this point.

It was at this juncture that Lady Pallas Athena stepped forward with her energies.  Many do not relate to her and I can tell you why.  TRUTH is her essence and she truly showed me what I needed to look at within myself.  This was so deep within my inner core of eons of lifetimes that I have hidden away from elements that did not serve my present circumstances.  If I can trust myself completely and with love, then the trust comes from all around me.  It is when we cannot trust our own feelings and actions that we create relationships in our lives to be unworthy.  Again, it goes deeply into what we create and it is our reality that we are being shown even if we do not like the feeling we are experiencing.

As I learned to trust myself in being very vulnerable with Mike, I was then able to receive what I always needed:  respect, trust from him, and deep love.  If I love myself so deeply, how can I not feel the love that he sees within me?  We are all mirrors for each other and we had been told by many ascended beings that we were being reared for greatness in our pathways.  We are Twin Flames and were in training to be Twin Rays.  We did not know what this would entail only that Spirit kept saying it would get better and better.  In the meantime it was deeper and deeper with each activation and ceremony that we would create in nature.  Without those ceremonies and the guidance we received, I would not be writing these words at this time.

It was at this time that Mother Mary showed her presence in my life.  She was quite refreshing after receiving the energies of Pallas Athena.  There were many moments that I felt deeply raw in my essence as the wound was now open like it had never been before in a physical body.  Everything was exposed and Mary showed onto me how to fully allow the nurturing she assisted me with in these moments.  Her energies were so fluid and healing for me.  It was a time that I could fully accept the changes that were occurring for me.

All the while my friend, Mike, was going through his own integrations, awareness, and healing within him.  We had a way of really supporting one another through each phase.  Our relationship became an ebb and flow like I never thought I could realize in this lifetime.  If we had issues, we talked about them and supported one another through the process.  The old way of not being accepted was not part of our reality and fully allowed each of us to be in our full presence at all times.

Then Isis and Osiris decided that they wanted each of us to channel them so they could converse.  This was a very interesting phase for all of us, both Isis and Osiris along with Mike and myself.  We all changed deeply in these elements and I, as Christine Meleriessee, felt Osiris’ love of Isis deeply.  It was an amazing journey for me to experience such depth.  I cannot speak for Mike except at this time, his higher self staring becoming more active as Ara.  We would converse with each other during our energetic sessions as Meleriessee and Ara and not our physical names.  This was another integration point for both of us.

I explain this about each of us because without his essence as Ara I would never had become Meleriessee fully.  This was entirely orchestrated by our higher selves, and it is my personal account of our journey together and in no way reflects what Mike or Ara may have been feeling.  It is my perception of the energies together.  He helped me deeply to fully surrender as the Goddess needs to do and let go of my male essence that was no longer needed to survive.

This process took many days and did not happen overnight.  Some days I did not know how I was going to get through the next moment with the tears of releasing eons of moments in my soul’s history onto the physical existence.  This has never happened for any of us before and without the work I had done previously it would never had been possible.

So at this point I am feeling the love within me deeply but the journey was far from reaching it’s destination.   There were deeper and deeper moments to come from more Lady Masters.  The depth of what I have experienced cannot be measured in time as it is lifetimes and lifetimes of feelings being revealed onto this body known as Christine.

Please continue to read the following blogs as this story is still unfolding very deeply.

In Expressions of Oneness,

I AM Lady Meleriessee

Teton Mountains, Wyoming

Twice a year the Royal Teton Retreat is open to all initiates and students of the Light to work with the Ascended Masters and the Spiritual Hierarchy on their current pathway.  This is a very special opportunity to have direct contact with the amazing teachers of the Light that each of us is aspiring to be.

As of December 15th the Teton Retreat is open for 30 days culminating on January 14th, 2012.  What does this mean exactly to those of us that wish to balance our frequencies upon this Earth to create the new frequencies in order to assist the planet?

The Royal Teton Retreat is the largest retreat in North America and is run by Master Confucius and Lord Lanto as they are dedicated to the radiation, expansion, and manifestation of the Divine plan for this planet. The Lords of Karma meet in the retreat twice a year at the winter and summer solstice to release new dispensations from the Alpha and Omega to respond to good will petitions from Students of the Light.  The retreat releases the flame of divine illumination and the light of the Divine Mother to the Entire Planet, “Etheric Retreats”.

The Brotherhood of the Teton Retreat provides assistance within an initiate’s pathway with understanding, encouragement, scientific knowledge, and wisdom by each of these wonderful masters.  The main prerequisite is for the student to understand that his/her spiritual progress has to come from himself, rather than the Master.  Each of us are walking this earth in training to be the Ascended Masters of the New Earth Hierarchy.  Intending to travel to this retreat in One’s dreamstate and/or meditation state will truly assist in the process of their Divinity Upon this Earth.

This is an experience that I believe everyone should take full advantage of in their pathway of Creation Upon this Earth.  I facilitated a Full Moon Ceremony on December 10th in which we met in the Etheric Level of the Teton Mountains and then traveled to the Royal Teton Retreat under the guidance of Saint Germain.  One can intend to be in the Retreat on their own; in addition, the meditation to the retreat is available on my site page: Audio & Video,  http://lifestationearth.com for download.  This is given to individuals as a service and if you so desire to leave a Love Offering it is greatly appreciated.

In the process of this journey you will meet up with each of the Ray Chohans of the Seven Rays of God.  You can work with any of these ascended masters, the Elohim, and Archangels of each of the Rays.  In addition the Karmic Board is present to assist in removing any debris from karmic ties that you may have been needing assisting in removing and regenerating oneself.  Part of the meditation has everyone sit in a special chair with controls to see a viewing screen of any past or future events that may be pertinent to One’s pathway.  This meditation can be done several times to assist each individual in their specific pathway to enlightenment.

To assist in commanding One’s Soul to enter the Retreat through their own meditation, the following decree is provided through  http://www.ethericretreats.com/teton.htm:

CALL TO ATTEND THE ROYAL TETON RETREAT

In the name of the Christ, My Own Real Self, I call to the Heart of my Mighty I AM Presence, to the Angel of the Presence, to Beloved ARchangel Michael, Quan Yin, and the Maha Chohan, to take me to the Retreat of the Royal Teton at the Grant Teton in Wyoming, according to the will of my Holy Christ Self and the direction of the Maha Chohan.  I ask to be instructed on the law of wisdom and to be given the formula for the victory of the flame of illumination within my Heart and Crown chakra, especially as it pertains to the gifts of the word of wisdom and the word of knowledge.

“Add your own personal prayer”

Beloved Confucius and Lanto, help me to remember upon awakening all that will help me to fulfill my mission on earth and the mission of my Twin Flame/Ray.  I accept this call manifested through the power of the Christ and am thankful for its realization.  In the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit and the Divine Mother, Amen.

Remember that the retreat is open for the next 30 days through January 14th, 2012.  The Masters are awaiting your arrival within the retreat with open arms.

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In Expressions of Oneness,

Lady Meleriessee

I am trying to recap what has happened with my life in the last couple of months.

My friend, Mike, was here in late September through October for three weeks in which my essence changed greatly.  He assisted me in realizing that Lady Isis was working directly with me as he saw her appear at the Mineral Baths.  She acknowledged this in a channeling session, and it was time to fully embody my Goddess essence within me.

Mike arrived back in Mt. Shasta about one month ago to fully partner with me in this pathway.  What transpired is beyond my wildest dreams to fully feel the essence as I do on this day in December after six weeks of an amazing journey with Mike as I allowed myself to fully be in a trusting deep friendship that was growing with each passing day.  This has been all guided by the Spiritual Hierarchy as each of us have changed greatly through this process and deeply found ourselves.

I want to give honor to each of these Ladies who have decided to fully incorporate their energies into mine so I was able to embody the Feminine Divine more fully in the physical.  This would not have been possible if I had not been able to fully allow Michael to take over part of my work onto others.  The male aspect within me was very reticent to allow this to happen but my female essence knew that it needed to be done.  I had been asking for a male counterpart to come into my life to assist me with my teachings that I could align with on all levels.  What I did not realize was what I would have to surrender onto in order for this to happen.  It is a deep journey within myself, and I want to share each phase with you so that you, in turn, may able to do the same in your own life circumstance.

On this day I am no longer Christine although she is a major part of me in the existence of this body I inhabit and will always be so.  With each passing day I have allowed these energies to surface within my Being and believe me, some of these moments have not been too pleasant to endure.  But as always with each element I incorporate, I allow myself to fully look within and ask for answers of how to find the light within me once again.  The other element is that Mike was able to be compassionate through each phase as he, too, was embodying the male Ascended Masters and intuiting these Lady Masters through my energetics.

Mike and I realized some time ago that we had a pathway to forge ahead together. We were both very happy to do so with the intimate friendship that we had partnered onto each other.  We both have worked very hard on our inner selves for many years and this partnership is a direct result of that deep work individually.  We would had never been able to accomplish any of this without the security of our Higher Selves within our physical bodies and to fully integrate the four body system.  For myself I had been working with these elements for almost 30 years through the ascension work of Dr. Joshua David Stone; Michael had his own processes that he worked through in other ways.  But in these moments we are both acknowledging our knowledges and triumphs through the wisdom that we are impart onto each other and then onto others.

This is my story of my essence of Meleriessee allowing her to be fully present within my physical vehicle.  It is not without great challenges that this has happened for many years including the car accident I have spoken of many times.  That shifted me into the allowance of letting the energetics to come fully within me so I could access these higher realms of frequency.  With the integration of the Cosmic Great Central Sun as Divine Mother and Father God about seven years ago was the beginning phase of this pathway.  They fully integrated their energies within me as it took almost two years and I nearly left because of it.  The acceptance of their Light into my Being was a feat within itself that totally changed my life.  This also happened at a time when my parents had passed over and my relationship with them is deeper than I could ever imagine.  They have joined the Spiritual Hierarchy in their specific ranks of creation.  I then was able to be fully free, with no responsibilities to move onto Mt. Shasta, my home of my heart and deepness of my soul even though I had no clue what would happen on this journey or my arrival in my new location.  This truly is a magical journey and it continues each moment as I intend it to be so in each experience I incorporate within my physical existence.

When Mike arrived, we decided it was important to connect with each other each morning through our hands thereby, accessing the energies ofMt.Shasta, Telos, the Higher Beings and receive guidance on what our pathway was to be each day.  Without this process I do believe that we would not be in the state of Beingness that we have acquired individually and collectively.

After our 11:11:11 ceremonies we were guided by Isis and Osiris to incorporate their essences within us and we would be trained to do the work as none others have done so.  These are all moments of “pinch me please and make sure I am not dreaming”.  Michael has become an amazing channel himself in such a short time and that in itself is assisting me deeply.  We share this role on a personal basis to receive the guidance necessary from specific Masters, Light Beings, and Ascended frequencies.  It was at this time that we were guided that each of the Lady Masters would fully incorporate their energies within me to share their Divine Essence to be fully incorporated within my essence.  All of this has been very personal for me.

Lady Quan Yin Steps Forward

Quan Yin and her twelve ladies of Court traveled, once a year through China assisting individuals in manifesting their divine plan.  People from all over the world came to be revitalized and to bathe and absorb the radiation of mercy and compassion of the Temple of Mercy.  Quan Yin is known as the Goddess of Mercy.  She directs the Flame of Mercy and Compassion.  Mercy means more assistance is given, through love, than merit earned.  Her services to mankind, mercy, and healing blend together as a Divine Complement of her Essence.  “Ascended Master and Their Retreats, W. Schroeder”

Quan Yin is a deep favorite of mine, and I know in a past life I worked very closely with her.  She always has assisted me in many realms of thought along with showing herself inMt.Shastain her fully regalia a few years ago.  At that time, I did not realize the depth of what was actually occurring with Quan Yin except I knew I had an amazing relationship with her.

Of course, we all know that she is the Goddess of Compassion and Mercy.  Since she was the first essence to be fully within me I felt that it would be an easy transition.  Not so, my dearest friends.  We can have great compassion for others but can we be compassionate with ourselves fully and surrender onto what we are experiencing.  Her energies were very fluid but intense to say the least.  They went into the core of my Being especially the Solar Plexus to fully align my highest purpose with my empowerment in that area.  Now I had incorporated the chakras beyond the 5^th dimension but this was a new experience.  Her essence flowed through me and then she walked with me for about three days.  She helped me to realize my Divine Plan was to surrender onto the Feminine Essence completely.  The male aspect no longer needed to be so active within my life.

At this time, I was still struggling with the fact that I was releasing so much onto Mike of my work.  But yet within me, Meleriessee showed Christine that it was necessary.  This was the compassion that I needed within me.  Lady Quan Yin showed me through her energetics that I could get through this process easily and effortlessly.  I found that arising early and going outside to connect with the energetics of the mountain was very helpful for me to move into these new realizations.  I have this ability of waking up with the energetics of what I have been working on through my essence in the Innerplane level.  Sometimes these moments are not pleasant as they come into my physical existence.  This was the beginning level and I endured frustration as a woman of independence that I was now giving that up onto the male essence as Michael.  But yet I knew I could no longer do it alone and this was part of the process.  As I breathed into each of these elements, I started feeling my essence shifting greatly.  I deeply accepted the compassionate nature of Quan Yin within me and saw that it was my destiny to just relax onto this process.  I felt myself just sitting within all of it and allowing it to expand within me as Christine started to feel this deep compassion.

It was in these moments that I felt blessed to have been chosen for these elements to come within me.  I started to fully allow the compassion to be in all parts of myself and especially the parts that I was not fully accepting within my whole totality.  It was then at this time that Michael would receive Quan Yin’s essence through our daily energetics.  It was just a frequency and helped him receive but in a different manner.

I cannot tell you what it felt like to fully embody this essence within me because I, for one, probably have not been compassionate to myself on issues of self reflection that truly are reflected outside of myself.  I believe this is something we may not fully understand to create the inner securities and Quan Yin assisted me with this. All the work I had done previously just allowed those inner fears to be removed as Mike moved into his role of the male aspect of the partnership.  I could relax onto this as the insecurities were being removed as he was so very accepting of it to happen.  He learned greatly through my process as I extended it onto him.

Quan Yin worked with me for about three days and immediately a new Masters would appear.  There was no rest for the weary except the body was being challenged in many ways.  Sometimes I am awake at            4 a.m. and other times I cannot wake up.  But what I do feel in each day that it is a new day as the shift has occurred within me.

Lady Lakshmi was the next frequency to show herself onto me as I will share in the next phase of this journey.  Her essence is so enlightening to me, and this is exactly what happened to my physical being.

I thank each of you for being part of this journey with me as the realms of frequency only get deeper for me.  This is allowing me to fully embrace my Divine Essence of Meleriessee and walk this earth in a 5^th Dimensional Body.  The journey continues each day, I am unsure how many Ladies will be coming through but I promise to share each one with you.

In Expressions of Oneness,

Christine Meleriessee

11-11-11 Mt. Shasta

Now that we have walked through the doorway of unprecedented changes upon the planet, we are faced with many challenges within our four body system.  It is our time to fully rid ourselves of the debris we have been holding onto for eons of time in order to complete our soul’s pathway that they have planned for us.

11:11:11 was an amazing time of new frequency in which many individuals around the globe participated with groups of individuals for healing of the planet and ourselves.  Here in Mt. Shasta I was gifted with the opportunity of a friend, Mike Hayden, who decided to move here.  We are both from the East Coast and it is quite a journey that we have designed for ourselves.

Lord Adama came to me about three weeks before the momentous event to tell me that Mike would be performing the ceremonies (Native style) and I would bring forth the energetics for that day.  I was honored to have Mike stand by me but a part of me, felt a little reticent as I had always been the only facilitator.  In keeping with my way of Beingness, I called upon the many masters to assist me accept this new role.  It, in fact, would put me into a completely new state of connectiveness with the Spiritual Hierarchy.

I learned that letting go of my male activation role, I would then be able to fully embody the Feminine Divine into my personal and professional awareness.  It is not without a great challenge to a woman who has aspired for almost three decades to fully create these energies with magic, and ceremonial power, not to mention the logistics which truly was a big relieve.  Having to handle both the male and female energies within me at the same time has not been an easy feat at all.  I was assisted greatly from the Lady Masters who started to fully intuit their energies within me as preparation.  I learned to fully let go of what has been and allow another to assist me in the great pathway I had diligently aspired to create.

Mike fully took the reins and created an amazing day of six ceremonies in which we traveled around the area of the Mt. Shasta vortices to create a large energetic medicine wheel.  We started on the mountain near Ascension Rock with a full medicine wheel ceremony.  I brought in the Feminine and Masculine Divine energies of God.  We also bought special stones for each of the directions.  Our friend, Heather, joined us as a grounding cord between us as I represented the Feminine Divine and Mike represented the Masculine Divine.

Mike and I are partnering in my work presently along with any other projects that Lord Adama and the Team of Light decide that we should be involved in sharing with others.  It has helped me tremendously on the weekly calls as I no longer have to handle the logistics of working the phone line and Skype system.  My energies have changed dramatically since November 11^th and still continue through the process of having assistance being given.  The letting go phase of my male frequency has truly accepted this role and blended within my female essence to be the Goddess of Light that I have been honored to accept.

Now that we are moving through these energies, many individuals need assistance in the full body system to finally remove the dross and excess baggage of the many lifetimes.  We have started a monthly course through Spectrum Light Ray Mastery Teachings to provide a journey through each of the chakras accessing the Rays of God for the 3^rd, 4^th, and 5^th, dimensional frequencies to fully remove these elements that have been keeping us from accessing our full potentiality, “EMBRACING THE GOLDEN ENERGIES OF      11-11-11”.  We are now at a time when these frequencies can be erased by utilizing the higher vibrational levels and this is a very powerful course.

Our first class was held in November which was a journey through the Root Chakra.  We are offering the recording and handout to all individuals in order to access this frequency, on LifeStationEarth.com, Audio & Video .  Our next class takes place on Saturday, December 3^rd at 11 AM Pacific via teleconference and Skype.  Details are provided under Conference Calls & Classes.

We hope that you will make an effort to download the information and decide to join us for the monthly class.  Upcoming dates for 2012 will be provided in December.

I will be sharing my journey of accepting my Feminine Divine fully within my physical existence.  As women who have had to maintain a balance between both the male and the female essence in this world in order to survive; this is not an easy pathway.  I guarantee you that it is well worth it when you step back from trying to control your destiny and allow your Higher Self to do the work in the balance of the Yin and Yang.

In Divine Expressions of Oneness,

Christine Meleriessee

We are all experiencing new changes in our lives; even the ones that are not fully awakened.  This time of creation is our destiny and hope for our future, our children’s futures, and all of humanity.

As I was sitting here this morning contemplating writing a decree for 11:11:11, there are so many frequencies that are coming towards me to share with others.  Life changes in a flash of the eye from one moment to the next.  It is what we do with those flashes of time that make the important decisions within our lives.  Some of these moments we have made bad decisions due to the challenges that we fully endured, but yet we all know we create our own destiny in each of these experiences.

I pose a question to each of you as a Teacher of Ascension, “What is your highest desire for yourself in this frequency of November 11th, 2011?”  We are all accelerating in leaps and bounds fully coming into our destined positions as friends, teachers, healers, confidantes, comrades, and many more expressions.  Our most important asset is to fully assist ourselves as without that action within us, we cannot fully be in the Oneness that we are all striving to achieve.

The next question is, “Are you ready to walk through the doorway that your I AM Presence is illuminating for you.”  It takes courage, strength, and endurance to keep doing the walk of the spiritual master within a physical body.  We are being tested presently by our conditioning but most important, by our highest spiritual attainment within this physical world.  We all have a great gift to give onto this world and share it to others.  But can YOU GIVE it to YOURSELF first?  That is the question we all need to think about.  The deepness of our Love of Our SELF.

In order to aspire to these heights of greatness that we are being guided to share, we must fully express it within ourselves deeply.  This is not an easy task at all.  It takes all the attributes as I have shared previously and so much more.  Deep love of the self so that no one can put us under, so that we strive to be the best of the best of our abilities within our highest frequency and not in the lower forms of the body.

Many are hurting right now as we move onto these increased frequencies.  And rightly so….it is now time to aspire to our own greatness in order to share with the world.  In order to achieve these elements we must fully strip away everything that we ever held dear within our physical existence and sometimes that means people that we have known for a long time.  This walk is strewn with great adversity but within that challenge is the ability to fully embrace our own Divine Essence fully within a physical existence.

My words today were prompted by my own experiences.  As a Teacher of over two decades of ascension, I have strived to become the best I could be and ridding my fears and anxieties onto the Universe, thereby, accepting my Divinity.  I am no different than any of you.  I may have been on this path longer or even shorter than some, but the journey continues each moment. The challenges that we face are still being created so our initiation process of mastership can be achieved within these amazing bodies we call human existence.  My challenges are now on a global level and sharing with others; giving some of my abilities to another to share so that my empowerment will grow in a different way and their empowerment will be birthed for their ecstacy of existence.  It is the ability to be in Oneness ~ to be a separate individual but yet to fully embrace others in the same moment.

These are just thoughts for you to muse over as we come fully into our power as we never have before.  Are you willing to surrender to elements within your life that will empower you even more or do you want to hold onto the old thoughts that keep you entrenched in the old paradigm of your existence?

This is very important as we glide into the New Earth existence and become the leaders, standing with Ascended Masters we love, the Inner Earth Beings of Lemuria, and the Inter-Galactic Leaders of the Cosmos.  It is now our time to come into full Oneness of the Unified Whole.

In Loving Experessions of Oneness,

Rev. Christine Meleriessee Heliohah

http://lifestationearth.com

As we move closer onto the frequencies of this amazing event, many are guessing what it may be like for them.  With the work I am doing I have been sharing teachings and attunements to help with the balance of our lives as we are destined to fully incorporate the new wave of creation within us.  Each of our experiences will be different but quite similar.  That is what we hope for as the change is happening in these moments.

I have been gifted with many people coming into my life recently.  Being in Mt. Shasta has fully changed me in ways that I was not prepared to receive; but our Higher Selves are the makers of our destiny and sometimes we do not realize what is going to occur.  It is about fully integrating those higher essences within each of our selves.  Many know I have spent many years doing this work, accelerating myself with my Light Quotient in order to share with each of you.  I am no different than many; I chose to do the work for myself and for others as Spirit taught me very deeply.

About a month ago many changes happened to me.  A good friend arrived here to fully experience the energies of Shasta as I was here to assist him in the shamanic journeys, ceremonies, and the essence of Mt. Shasta which is so much a part of my Beingness.  We found we need to work with one another, and he is returning but not without some shifts in consciousness.  I found within myself during that time that Lady Isis wanted to fully walk with me as she taught me to embrace my Divine Essence of the Goddess Within.  He helped me doing so by being supportive during that time.  I cannot tell you what it feels like to hold these energies.  It is encompassing and sometimes very uncomfortable.  I have been unsure of what I am supposed to do with it.  My thoughts of these elements have shifted dramatically with another inidividual that appeared in my life.

Around the same time I met IAM up on the mountain.  He resonates with a Telosian energy, full of love, but yet so very intergalactic.  Our initial meeting was brief as the snow was falling but I found a complete connection to this young man.  Little did I know how much he would change my life.  As of this week, IAM contacted me again.  He came to visit with myself and my friend, Heather, who is now in Shasta which I have to say is another great support of family coming together.  We spent three hours of talking and listening to his stories of intergalactic travels.  He lives in his car on the mountain and is gathering people together in unison between Telos and Mt. Shasta.  He returned again yesterday.  He channels the 144th dimensional frequency of a Unified Group of Oneness that overlights all frequencies.  We included my friend, Mike,  from the East who is returning to do the work more fully and the information is quite interesting.  IAM is very highly attuned and asked if  Heather and I would like to have our 5th dimensional timeline put into the 3D.  We both accepted willingly.

What has resulted in the last 24 to 48 hours is something that is very hard to explain.  I had to look at my new partnership in a new way but yet I truly knew that this was the pathway that I wanted.  Sometimes we want things to happen that are from our old existence and we think we can bring it into the new world.  Everything changes when you are guided to work with certain individuals for a higher pathway and you must surrender onto it deeply.  I surrendered onto the Isis frequency when my old self wanted her protection, but yet I found a newfound freedom within me that grows with each moment.  I was so set on having a certain type of relationship that I was willing to forgo the work that we had been guided to do in order to receive that energy within my life due to my own feelings of lonliness and having the need to feel loved.  I know I am loved deeply by many but this gentlemen, IAM, fully changed me completely and helped me to accelerate my life through the Being I AM.

I will say that I fully did not know how I was going to surrender my entire world onto someone that I was not committed to in a full relationship.  I have re-read his words to me time and again to see a deeper meaning within myself and realized that I was not staying with the higher vision.  He arrived in Shasta at a lower vibration than I which I helped him to achieve through his own diligence but yet, this morning, I realized his vision of a physical relationship was much more a 5th dimensional frequency than I was allowing myself to accept.  We are intimate friends, partners, and comrades, but I wanted the whole kit and kabiddle with someone.  We have been going at each other energetically because I was ready to say ‘no, this is not the way I have dreamed it to be.’  But how can you turn something away that represents the frequencies of your pathway with another in a 5th dimensional way of Being.  I believe that truly this is happening and on this day, as I awoke in tears again, I realized that I was surrendering but yet in an other moment.  Not to him, but to the pathway that we are destined to create.  My thoughts were I would feel lost and if I gave up my power in my work, who was I to BE?  This is how I had defined myself for many years, and now was another moment of Surrender.

In order for each of us to aspire to greatness people will arrive in our lives to help us see these elements.  IAM assisted me with this as he gifted me in many ways.  Accessing the 5th Dimensional Timeline has truly made me see what my other senses were not allowing to Be within Me.  This pathway of the timeline exchange is not easy.  I have spent years and years clearing, and I do not think I could do it if I had not been ready.  I will be working with IAM also but in a different way assisting him in his channeling to be a translator of this frequency.  There is more to come which I will not share at this time, but I fully see why I arrived in Mt. Shasta as I have.

Basically, what has occurred to me is that I fully have allowed the Divine Feminine to be embodied within my physical in the last month.  I am learning to step back and let another who is very powerful in his own right to be the male counterpart in my work.  This is not easy especially with the type of relationship that we have together.  I have no idea where it is taking me, him, or us, but I must continue upon this pathway in a different way that I imagined.  When Lord Adama came to me on the mountain and said it was time for me to step back and let my Dearest Friend, Mike, step forward in my ceremonies, I accepted but not without an inner pull on that physical level.  It is not easy to surrender your magical work onto another.  It takes great courage and strength to fully let go of the old world of existence.

So today after this intense Death Experience, my Blessed Native Teacher “No Eyes” has shown me that this is just another step onto the pathway of Light and Love in order to show others the way.  I have always been a pioneer and this is no different.  It is time to fully step with another no matter what type of relationship it is.  I trust in Divine Mother and Father God that I am being guided in each moment as the events of these past 48 hours have shown me.  I am ready no matter what the outcome will be.  It’s about continually moving forward.  Love surrounds me everywhere I go with the magic of Shasta.  I have learned to command it and now that I fully can accept my own Feminine Divine from Isis and Mother God, I believe there is no better way to express it than through the essence of the Divine Father God through my new partner and friend, Mike.

This is just my story and I know each of you have your own.  We are being pushed and prodded in many ways to fully be the Illuminator of Light upon this Earth as Gaia is going through her own Death Experiences.  It helps to know we are not alone and that these elements are only going to be more powerful for us as we walk into The New Paradigm of the New Earth.

In Expressions of Oneness,

Christine Meleriessee Heliohah